gitaristangdrummer

2011-01-24T19:47:00.001+08:00

Alaala ng Alak

An old friend gave me a mini cognac. Yung pwedeng
inumin pero mas ok na idisplay. At the back of my
mind, ano ba yung mga memorable things na naidulot ng alak
sakin.

1.Una akong uminom ng alak, na tinamaan ako, 2004.
After Highschool, negative padin ang tingin ko sa alcohol,
feeling ko ang sama ng mga umiinom ng alak. If I can
just imagine my AURA that time, mukha akong batang patpatin na
ang alam lang gawin ay sumunod sa mabubuting payo
ng nakatatanda. Nagsabay ang alak at yosi ng pumasok ako
sa Student Government. TOXIC. Pantanggal daw ng stress.
Nagsunod sunod din dahil sa mga bagong nakilalang kaibigan,
inaraw araw, hanggang sa unang mabroken hearted ako.
Alak ang naging kaibigan ko.

2.2nd year, may nakilala ako. Sa inuman naging kami.
Yun nadin ang bonding namin. Si doktora. Kaya sa
tuwing maririnig ko ang salitang "BOTTOMS UP", sya yung
naaalala ko. Eh dun ko sya napasagot eh, kung ikukunsidera man nyang
naging "kami"

3.2nd year ulit. Broken hearted ako. Uminom ng mahigit sa isang case, walang pera.
Hindi ko alam kung sinong nagbayad ng inorder ko.
Pag gising ko, nasa 5star hotel pala ako. Pambihira.

4.2ndyear-4th year. Ang mga inuman sa BeerGarden, tapos uuwi akong Cavite,
lalagpas sa village dahil tulog sa van. Madaming beses na nangyari to.

5.2010. Ang tagal ng interval. Naging mataas kasi ang tolerance ko sa alak.
Tipon bagsak na lahat, normal pa diwa ko. Nung 2010 lang. November,
sa Puerto Galera. Sinira ko pa Phone ng Kapatid ko.

6.2011.Sa Alabang. Sobrang badtrip. Naholdap pako pagkatapos.

Challenge: Ilista ang pangalan ng mga nakainuman na mula noong 2004.

Tropang 1-12: Janie Angel Rodnay Jey Echo Tonying atbp
Tropang Akbayan: Pipay Red Amang George Kim Wilson atbp
Tropang Mapuans: MADAMING MADAMI
Tropang Kaga: KL Allan Duday Rodnay Kenjie Gail Katrine atnp
Tropang East2: MADAMING MADAMI
Tropang Highschool: Kayte Rachelle Jhen Timo atbp
Tropang Sykes: Wendy EJ Marje Maru atbp
Tropang Docomo: Jenjie Irene Edward Tine atbp
Tropang Landi: MADAMING MADAMI
Tropang Trumpo: Madaming Madami

Ang dami. Siguro yung atay ko bulok na.Pwe!

2011-01-23T18:58:00.000+08:00

I suddenly miss blogspot!

Parang kelan lang.

2010-04-15T07:20:00.001+08:00

Updating myself

Apr 15, '10 7:18 AM
for everyone

I really have a busy month, everything seems to be normal now. And I need to check what's happening in my life.

Work : Been working in this company for quite some time, and I'm getting bored with what I do. I'm now in the process of searching for a new company that would cater enhancement on my skills as an Engineer. Already applied for positions but still thinking which one to settle with. I'm giving myself 2months to fix this.

Family : My mom,dad and little brother arrived last month and we already enjoyed luxurious vacation inside and outside the country. Still having good times when we are together. My dad's flight is on Sunday and I think I'll visit him in Dubai this year. My mom together with my brother will stay home until August to fix something.

Love : Steady. In love. Sweet. 3months and counting. STABLE and MATURE.

Extras :

Having my regular gym workouts. 4 times a week - Fitness First the Fort
Enrolled for CCNA BootCamp. Every Saturday - Quezon City
Self Review, LINUX - Daily - Bonifacio Heights - The Fort
Glee season 2 marathon, Nip/Tuck, House - Movie marathon when bored

Rants :
Those who left will someday comeback :p
...No more tears for Enzo, my dog is back :)

New laptop
New Digital Camera
New Home

2010-04-03T10:12:00.001+08:00

Broken Hearted

Apr 3, '10 9:46 AM
for everyone

Still haven't recovered yet. Still on the process of accepting that my Enzo is gone already.

Tears continuously fall every time I remember our good times together.

2010-04-01T06:45:00.001+08:00

Dreaming of my dreaming self.

Apr 1, '10 6:44 AM
for everyone

Awk. Woke up around 2am, tears fell. I dreamed of myself dreaming.
I was happily cuddling my cute dog Enzo and we were like playing around the area, a new dog came, an Aphso dog who became our playmate as well. Laughter covered the vicinity just like what always happen. Then I woke up in my dreams, looking for my dog, but its gone. Tears fell in my dream. Then I woke up in reality. Tears fell again.

Reality and dreams collided. My dog Enzo is gone. :(

__________________________________________________________

Breaking News:

My dog was stolen earlier yesterday.
Friends of mine tried searching for it around the village and got no luck at all.

I am sad. So sad.
Heart-breaking.

Then..Tears fall again.

2010-02-15T12:41:00.002+08:00

UPFAIR + Valentines = Thank you :)

2010-02-05T08:52:00.001+08:00

When he cries

We celebrated his birthday, spaghetti, chicken, chocolate cookies... One year old na si baby :)
Galing ako sa vet kahapon for my Enzo's check-up. My Enzo had a rashes dahil sa food na pinakain sakanya ng mga kapatid ko nung birthday nya (January 11), chicken and chocolate which is bawal daw according kay Doc.

First vaccine eh for the rashes which made my Enzo cry out loud. Grabe, parang tao yung iyak nya, pati nga ako naiiyak nung umiiyak sya. See the connection samin? Pero eventually tumahan nadin, I carried him like a baby to pamper him.

Second vaccine is for the annual anti rabies shot. Same spot din yung pinagturukan kaya umiiyak ulit si Enzo, pero gaya ng nauna, pinamper ko ulit.

I just love my baby Enzo so much.hahaha - so gay!

2010-02-02T11:52:00.001+08:00

First Time

Nagwowork nako ng matagal tagal na panahon nadin, and its my first time to receive a MEMO.
Hindi naman ako masyadong affected, pero amsarap ilagay sa blog para may maipost lang :D

Reason for my MEMO is my late log ins for the month of January. I incurred 7 late log ins. Mga tipong 30-40 minutes akong late. :)

I applied for a different position and I hope matanggap ako. Im tired workin in front of a blackscreen computer doing arp/ping/tracert/lynx/dump/etc crap.
hahaha

2010-01-26T14:15:00.001+08:00

Is this true?

Jan 26, '10 2:14 PM
for everyone

VIRGO - The One that Waits

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word.. Caring. Smart. Loud.. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything... They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only.

And my friends agreed. :)

2010-01-25T08:28:00.001+08:00

Commitment

Jan 25, '10 8:28 AM
for everyone

I am now committing to self improvement. ROTFL

Just spoke with my friend, Angelo and he said he'll help me out sa gym, from routines to diet and supplements. My drive seems to be on positive track so here we go, again? :p

This time, I'll give my full committment.

2010-01-23T10:34:00.001+08:00

Waku

Waku,

This would be my first letter for you this 2010.
This may seem corny but this is my way of expressing how much I appreciate you.

The first time we met, I kinda felt nothing special until you kissed me.
That kissed made me feel alive,again. I always felt negative towards people who seemed to be
too good to be true, but then, you came, and everything changed.

I was busy assessing myself the first week we met. I felt strange that you seemed to be so good, and I seemed to be just nothing, plain and simple. You're nice, cute, achiever, religious, positive, and I am not(see the negative in me).
When you came, you gave me a new perspective. You helped me see the beauty in me. You helped me appreciate myself more.
Thank you.

I seldom say this but I really need to, please don't leave me.

I feel so happy when you're beside me. My smile seems to be great when the reason of smiling is you.
You life me up. You! Yes you, I love you! :)

2010-01-18T14:45:00.001+08:00

Unmet meetables

Grabe, its just like days after creating my plans for this year pero parang wala namang nangyayari. I was so busy. Ha? Ako busy? What made me busy?

I am working everyday including weekends(para masabing workaholic ako) from 6am to 3pm. After that, may mga agendas na ako like going out with friends, date, chill, inom sa bahay, and the likes. BUSY! This is also the reason why I didnt meet those meetable things I listed before.

I missed gym
I missed diet
I missed bloghoppings
I missed reading books
I missed television shows
I missed earning money
I missed my planned hospital visits
I missed all of the above :D

Grabe no? How can I get back to track? :D

And oh, I miss waku :p

I was able to find my new home na pala at the fort. It was so nice and luxurious. Bonifacio Heights Condominiums. :)

Avatar

2010-01-12T07:13:00.000+08:00

I had a movie date with my Waku last night and we decided to watch the Avatar in 3D.
Days before, it has been the talk of the town and as one of those gossipmongers, I was intrigued about the film. I was expecting a long movie that would make me wanna go home while inside the movie house but then I found myself enjoying not to miss a single event in the movie.

I was mesmerized about the film. It was so nice that I can somehow connect to the characters. The 3D animation seemed to add more impact on the totality of the movie.

Here are some trivia for us. I tried searching for it in the world wide web. :)

A casting call was posted on the website of Mali Finn Casting in early December 2005 for the female lead. The casting call was erroneously reported to be for James Cameron's Battle Angel (2011). However, Battle Angel will be the second of the back-to-back Cameron projects with a likely 2013 release.
Michael Biehn was considered for the role of Col. Quaritch. He met with James Cameron three times and saw some of the 3D footage, but in the end it simply came down to the fact that Cameron didn't want people thinking it was Aliens (1986) all over again, as Sigourney Weaver had already been cast.
Sigourney Weaver plays a James Cameron persona for her character in this film. Sigourney stated in an interview, "I teased him because to me I'm playing Jim Cameron in the movie as this kind of brilliant, approach-driven, idealistic perfectionist. But that same somebody has a great heart underneath. So I have to say I was always kind of channeling him."
James Cameron originally attempted to get this film made in 1999 as his immediate follow-up to Titanic (1997). However, at the time, the special effects he wanted for the movie ran the proposed budget up to $400 million. No studio would fund the film, and it was subsequently shelved for almost ten years.
The movie is 40% live action and 60% photo-realistic CGI. A lot of motion capture technology was used for the CGI scenes.
Seeing the character of Gollum in The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers (2002) convinced James Cameron that CGI effects had progressed enough to make this film.
Promotional items were shipped to cinemas under the name "Project 880".
The film was shipped in two parts in the UK, first part was reels 1-5 and reels 6-10 came the following day. It was shipped under the codename "Redbird".
To help the actors prepare for their roles, director James Cameron took the cast and crew to Hawaii, where they spent their days trekking through the forests and jungles and living like tribes (building campfires, eating fish, etc), in order to get a better sense of what it would be like to live and move around in the jungle on Pandora, since there would not be any actual jungle sets to aid and guide the actors and crew. Zoe Saldana even dressed up as a warrior during these journeys, complete with an alien tail symbolic of the one her character has in the movie. These hikes were only done during the daytime, though; The cast and crew spent their nights at a Four Seasons hotel.
As of December 2009, with an alleged budget of US $280,000,000 (estimated), this is one of the most expensive movies ever made.
Sam Worthington appeared in Terminator Salvation (2009), the fourth Terminator movie. His appearance in this non-Terminator movie is notable as James Cameron directed The Terminator (1984), Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991), T2 3-D: Battle Across Time (1996) as well has having being a writer (creator of characters) on other Terminator franchise video-games and TV episodes.
First time that Sigourney Weaver has appeared in James Cameron film since Aliens (1986), a gap of twenty-three years.
Avatars have five fingers and toes on their hands and feet and eyebrows, whereas the Na'vi only have four and no eyebrows. The Avatars are also broader in the chest and arms, appearing more 'muscular'.
In much of the movie, Sigourney Weaver's avatar is wearing a Stanford shirt. Weaver attended Stanford in the early 1970s.
The spiral-shaped, retracting creatures that Jake encounters early in the film are giant versions of Christmas Tree Worms, a marine invertebrate which is commonly kept in reef aquariums.
The Na'vi language was created entirely from scratch by linguist Paul R. Frommer, who was hired by James Cameron to construct a language that was easily pronounceable by the actors, but lacking any resemblance or influence from any single human language. Around 500 words were created.
Though he is not credited in the film, several of the locations have been identified as looking remarkably similar to paintings by English surrealist Roger Dean, most notably his works "Floating Islands" and "Arches".
The Thai version of movie translates the word "Marine" into "Navi". (The Thai word for Marine is actually "Na-vig-ga-yo-tin", but to make voice over synced, the translator shortened it to "Navi".) So in Thai, Jake Sully is a "Navi" who becomes a "Na'vi".
Even though the year the movie takes place is never stated, scenes of Jake Sully recording his video log show that the year is 2154.
The biggest opener in the USA for an original film, previously held by The Incredibles (2004).
Only the second James Cameron film not to feature any of his "regulars" (Michael Biehn, Bill Paxton, Jenette Goldstein or Arnold Schwarzenegger) (the other being Piranha Part Two: The Spawning (1981)).
The actors playing the Na'vi had cameras attached to their head so that they filmed close-ups of their faces. Dots painted on their faces allowed motion-capture software to record their facial expressions, providing a 'framework' from which the CG artists worked.
"Unobtainium" is a humorous term used mainly in the aerospace industry to describe the perfect material for an application except for the fact that it either does not exist, is extremely expensive to make, or is required to violate the laws of physics. Its shorthand symbol is Uo.
Director Trademark: [James Cameron] [feet] Close-up of Jake's feet when he moves them around in the soil; close-up of Col. Quaritch's feet in his first scene.
In Korean, "Na'vi" is spelled like "nabi" - the Korean word for "butterfly".
This film broke the record for the fastest film to reach the $1 billion mark in worldwide gross, taking only 17 days.
When Sully reassures Mo'at (the shaman) that he is "empty", this may be a reference his status as a US Marine. The term "jarhead" is applied to Marines partly to imply that their heads are empty. This connotation is mentioned, for instance, in Jarhead (2005)
Many, though not all, of the creature sounds used are actually recycled dinosaur sounds from the James Cameron film Jurassic Park (1993). The famous T-rex roar is used several times for the Thanator and several different sounds used originally for the velociraptors are used here for the Viperwolves as well as the Direhorses.
First time that the two biggest special effects studios, WETA and ILM, worked on the same movie.
First (and, as of 2010, only) science fiction feature film by James Cameron not involving or mentioning nuclear weapons.
This is the fifth movie ever to break the US$1 billion dollar mark at the box-office - it did so in a record breaking 17 days.
When Jake Sully is ready to choose a woman, Neytiri tells him about the women in the tribe, starting with "Ninat is a great singer". One of Israel's leading pop singers called Ninet.
In the beginning of the movie when awakened from cryosleep, the passengers of the Venture Star are informed they have been asleep for five years and nine months. Given that Pandora is in the Alpha Centauri system (4.4 light years away), the theory of special relativity dictates that the ship's average velocity with respect to Pandora over the whole trip was about 61% of the speed of light (113,000 miles/second) and due to time dilation, during the voyage seven years and three months elapsed on Pandora.

SPOILER: According to the read out and his statement made during the last log entry, Jake's birthday is August 24. However, this may be that he believes in a "second-birth" as one of the Omaticaya, so it may not be his actual human birthday but merely the day when he lives again as one of the Na'vi.

Scandal

2010-01-10T08:11:00.000+08:00

Saturday has always been marked as my gimmick night, Last night has been a night full of surprises. After celebrating my sister's birthday at TGIF, we decided to call it a day. Upon arriving home, had some shower then my friends picked me up to have a nice unwinding session.
We were four and we were thinking of a nice place to party when a naughty idea crossed my mind. We were used to hang out at encore,lax,manor,ascend or sometimes just chill in smoothies places,but last night seemed to be a new offer. We decided to search for a new place,then we landed somewhere in Cavite.

The proof:

Oh my, we tried staying in some place where ladies show some(most) meat. Oozing bodies showered the area and all I can recall is the beautiful girl who put a receipt near my nipples(grin).

The culprit:

Damn, she was the star of the club and almost all other guys there were lookin at me as if I am the winner of a certain show. But kiss is not the climax here, if you wanna know, feel free to ask me :p

Five People You don't wanna meet in heaven. :D

2010-01-09T08:50:00.000+08:00

HOW THIS MEME WORKS: List down the five people you would never want to see in heaven. Then tag five people who wouldnt think twice about karmic retribution to see whos on their list, including me.

Good thing youre not God because if you had your way, these people wouldnt have a place in your idea of immortal paradise. Instead, theyd be far far FAR away.

1. Your ex. The biatch who not only broke your heart but slashed it into a hundred pieces so her pedigreed poodle could have bite-sized portions.

2. Your exs BFF. It was really her fault why you guys broke up, anyway. Who else would have told your girl about that totally innocent dinner with your hot college blockmate who was featured in Rogue? Or who else would have introduced your girl to that stock- buying, Jaguar-driving Alabanger whos now her fiance? That girl never did like you anyway.

3. Your boss from hell. So he made you redo the blueprint you just gave your
grandmothers 75th birthday for. You can take that. Then he totally threw you under the bus when client said he liked the original concept better. Fine. But when he promotes you and then says that Finance made a mistake and youve been making too much last year so youre getting a pay cut this year but then never hires anyone for your old position so youre stuck doing that job plus your new responsibilities, then youre perfectly justified to rinse his coffee mug in toilet water and never show up the next day.

4. The classmate who stole your favorite eraser in kindergarten. Because of him, your Voltron set was missing a Green Lion, which prompted your sister to turn the remaining Lions into pets for Rainbow Brite, which resulted in a shock that would take years of therapy to undo, and which now has hardened into a deep-seated hatred for anything with color. And animals.

5. The woman who sings all the time in the office elevator. You dont care if she volunteers to feed one-armed homeless children every Saturday. Heaven should be devoid of her ability to caterwaul through a Katy Perry song.

6. Your neighbors cat. Okay, thats six, and thats not even a person, but who cares?

A blog from sanmiglight page.

Saturday night, and oh, its boy's night out :) Will be out later to have fun with my friends.

The Sick man Ariseth

2010-01-07T02:57:00.000+08:00

Finally, I am back to work. Been out of the office for some time.

Dx: acute influenza. Rx: Bedrest for 3days,plenty of fluids,bioflu 3x/day. Wtf. :( -at home with my dog-

And because I'm a total bummer for days, eating has been a habit. A hard habit to break. :D
I always ask for my friends to come over and have a foodtrip, or we go to the nearest malls to eat and oh, play drums :)

Some pics:

The little drummerboy playing at Timezone ATC. Fans @ the back not shown for some reasons.LOL Ana Banana and I trying to invade the vicinity of the newly renovated open area of ATC. The gang, posing before eating.. :D

Starting the year right :)

2010-01-01T05:28:00.000+08:00

I still can recall how I planned for my previous years, some were great and some were just fine.
And nonetheless, I still hope for same thing: CONTENTMENT.

This word never seemed to define me. For years, it has been an issue on how I will deal with every situation I'm in. I have always resorted to asking more of what I have. Nothing seemed to satisfy me.

Today, I am hoping for a different perspective. I am hoping for my maturity to face life in a way where selfishness isn't at pace. Maturity to accept thing as they are. This may sound so vague but I would like to reiterate to myself that life is progressive and I need to be tough.

And oh, let the past be a wonderful lesson to learn from. :)

Unselfishly thinking

2009-12-23T01:57:00.000+08:00

My ex is taken already

Ayon, taken kana ulit, nalungkot ako, pero eventually napangiti nadin.
I will wish continuously na maging happy ka,no sarcasm intended.

Of Xmas break, a resolution.

-Less alcohol intake -kelangan number one sa listahan. Seryoso na to this time.

-Full commitment on mental and self improvement - vague.

-Tipid mode - goodbye to luho. Need to earn by now.

-No more tears

Relocation

Weeks from now, makati boy na ako. And oh, I think Im gonna love my new place. I will utilize the amenities para masaya :p

Be Anonymous or Be Famous

2009-12-18T05:33:00.000+08:00

My shift starts at 6 in the morning and so that means I have an early routine to blog hop. Blog hopping has been my past time for years and I still enjoy reading others' posts.

Nakakaaliw basahin mga post ng mga taong hindi ko kilala. Some are exciting, some are boring pero tinutuloy ko lang. Madaming scandalous and mean, yung iba naman wala lang. I also enjoy trying those links posted on their entry. Mahilig din akong magcomment, masabi lang na may reaction ako.

May narealize ako, mas gusto ko palang tinatanong ako na hindi ko kilala yung nagtatanong. I mean yung hindi ko alam ang pangalan o ichura. That is the only time na nagiging fair ang sagot ko. Aminado naman akong parati akong biased. Eh sa ganon eh. :D

Try me now, be anonymous and have a sincere-honest answer, or be famous and have no answer at all :D

click me

This flower is for you

2009-12-15T06:43:00.000+08:00

I was walking amidst eternity
With the beauty of nature, damn it serenades me
The thought of you always lingers then fumbles
And at the end of the road, oh I am still alone.

Here is a flower, for you.

Cold Christmas Season

2009-12-11T05:01:00.000+08:00

I am surrounded by people who loves me, yet I still feel something is lacking.
I guess the emo side of me wont completely immense, something that is innate in me.

I miss my mom, my dad and my little brother. I miss them so much.

And oh, I still miss you,after all.

2009-12-07T07:54:00.002+08:00

Xmas post

This would be the first Christmas that my mom won't be around. Me and my remaining siblings will celebrate this yuletide season at my Aunt's pad in Batangas. We are hoping that we will enjoy the season.

First week of December has been our days of shopping and decorating. We bought a cristmas tree and we spend time decorating our house. I miss my mom and dad and little bro. If there would only be a way for us to fly there(sighs)

Going back, I'd like to have a wishlist for this year.

1. New pants. 2. New Lee tshirt, blue, medium. 3. New eyeglasses 4. New wrist watch 5. New hair style :D

Thats the only thing I want for Christmas. Sana may matira sa budget ko :D

2009-11-28T11:50:00.000+08:00

Kenzo Versus Will Part 1

Nov 28, '09 8:33 AM
for everyone

Nitong mga nakaraang araw, madalas magpang abot si Kenzo at Will, laging nagtatalo kung ano ba dapat ang gagawin o magiging desisyon. Madami kasing mga bagay ang hindi nila mapagkasunduan.

I rushed home early last Monday, but then, wala nanamang masakyang van sa North gate, so I decided to go to ATC to have my ride there. Waiting in vain killed me so I decided to stroll around.

Will: Dapat magtipid, wag gumastos.
Kenzo: Ok lang gumastos, wag kang magtipid, pamper yourself.

At si Kenzo ang nasunod. I bought something for myself and after that, I watched New Moon.
After watching, nagtalo nanaman si Kenzo at Will.

Will: Ang stupid ni Edward, iniwan si Bella tapos babalik balik. Mas stupid si Bella, ginamit si Jacob tapos iiwanan at babalik kay Edward.
Kenzo: Si Jacob ang stupid. Alam nya naman na sa simula palang, si Edward at Bella ang bida, umextra pa sya, nasaktan tuloy sya.
Will: Stupid silang lahat, pati ikaw stupid!
Kenzo: Aminado naman akong stupid ako, kaya nga bigla kang nagexist eh, kasi you are claiming na hindi ka stupid, evolved ako si ikaw.

Days after after watching the movie, naguguluhan padin ako kung sino ba ang stupid at sino ba ang hinde. So I asked Janie Vi to spend time with me. We decided to watch another Movie, 2012. Before magstart ang movie, Will kicked in a nice conversation with Janie Vi.

Will: Janie, why are you working?
Janie: Ano ba namang tanong yan, syempre, I'm aging, I need to earn. Nakakahiya namang umasa pako sa parents ko.
Will: Ah ok.
Janie: Ikaw?
Will: At first, wala akong magawa kaya I decided working, then i tried helping finances at home, then I am mandated, now Im obligated.
Janie: Tara na movie na. :D

Kenzo and Will:

Kenzo: Gusto ko lagi may kasama
Will: I prefer being alone

Kenzo: Matakaw ako
Will: I wanna be healthy.

Kenzo: Flirt ako
Will: Mas flirt ako

Kenzo: I like to party alot
Will: If there is time, why not.

Kenzo: Risk taker ako
Will: Cautious ako

Kenzo: Ako si Kenzo
Will: Ako na ang bagong Kenzo.

2009-11-24T07:52:00.001+08:00

Because I am hooked to Mo's topic, I would like to shae the TOP 10 reasons why SEX makes a man healthier.

No.10 - Calorie burn

While sex alone may not be enough to create bulging biceps and washboard abs, intercourse definitely gets the blood pumping by raising the heart rate and burning calories. Estimates show that an average session between the sheets can burn 85 to upwards of 200 calories in 30 minutes. If you spent half an hour having sex daily, that could lead to a weight loss of 10 pounds or more over the course of a year. And it’s hopefully more fun than a run on the treadmill.

No.9 - Strength training

In addition to burning calories, sex aids in testosterone production, which can strengthen bones and muscles. Testosterone is also responsible for maintaining healthy energy levels, mood, fertility, and sexual desire. So having sex today could help keep your sex drive up down the road. Decreasing testosterone levels, known as andropause or male menopause, can result in a number of side effects including decreased libido, fatigue and depression, among others.

No.8 - Cancer prevention

A number of studies show that men who ejaculate on a regular basis are more than 30% less likely to develop prostate cancer. Regular ejaculation, whether from intercourse or masturbation, help flush out the prostate, which may help curb the development of prostate cancer.

No.7 - Improved cardiovascular health

Because sex is a good form of exercise, it makes sense that it would positively impact the health of your heart. A study from Queens University shows that men who have sex more than three times a week cut their risk of heart attack and stroke in half. Sex has also been shown to lower blood pressure, which further accounts for the overall positive impact on cardiovascular health.

No.6 - Stress relief

The decreased blood pressure that can result from sex could help lower your stress level. Various study participants have been shown to have a smaller rise in blood pressure during stressful situations after sex, as compared to other test subjects. Moreover, sex releases feel-good endorphins that can help lower anxiety. Who doesn’t want to forget about a tough day at the office with a good roll in the hay?

No.5 - Boosting your immunity

Everyone is looking for ways to keep their immune system strong during this flu season -- one that could potentially be the worst in years. What men may not realize is that regular intercourse increases levels of immunoglobulin A, an antibody known to boost the immune system. Having sex once or twice a week could help ward off colds or the flu.

No.4 - Improved intimacy

Right before orgasm a number of endorphins are released and levels of the hormone oxytocin, sometimes referred to as the “love hormone,” surge to five times their normal level. Oxytocin has also been linked to an increased feeling of generosity, and is known to act as a neurotransmitter in the brain, building trust and helping to strengthen bonds.

No.3 - Pain relief

In addition to bonding you with your partner, oxytocin, serotonin and other endorphins released during your sexual peak can help alleviate pain associated with common problems like headache or arthritis. Next time you’re suffering from neck pain or a stress headache, try forgoing the Advil and hopping in the sack instead.

No.2 - Improved sleep

Oxytocin may sound like the new wonder drug when you consider that research has also shown that the increased levels of the hormone, along with the antidepressant chemical serotonin (which is also released during orgasm) promote deep sleep. Getting a restful night of sleep has been associated with a number of other health benefits, such as maintaining a healthy weight and lowering blood pressure.

No.1 - Long-term reproductive health

Just as men need regular physical activity to stay healthy and fit, exercising the penis, by achieving erections, is key to maintaining a healthy sex life for years to come. Men who don’t regularly engage in sexual activity or masturbation are at a greater risk for penile atrophy down the road. Just as they should aim for a full-body workout three times a week, men should try to exercise the penis at least three times a week as a way to help ward off erectile dysfunction or other sexual health issues later in life.

While regular sexual activity is an important part of overall health and well-being in men, many men with health conditions such as diabetes, hypertension and cancer find erectile dysfunction to be an upsetting side effect of their condition. If you’re one of the millions of men who suffer from ED as a side effect of a health condition, don’t lose hope. There are treatment options available that could help you restore sexual function so you can enjoy all the health benefits mentioned here.

>> Is this the reason why I'm so healthy?pun intended. :)

2009-11-21T09:39:00.002+08:00

Sturdy Saturday

Madaming tumawa at naaliw sa huli kong post. Hindi naman ako nagpapatawa. Hindi naman talaga masamang kumausap ng sarili eh. Therapeutic nga yon according kay DOC. Pero dahil pinagkakamalan nyo akong may sayad, wala sa katinuan, triny ko naman kumausap ng iba, yung walang dialog pero nakikipagusap ako, mental telepathy. Maayos naman kaya yon, kakausap ka tapos yung gusto mong response yung makukuha mo, walang disappointments.

Kagabi, after ko mag gym umupo ako sa veranda, I saw this little kitten na naglalaro.

Will: meow...(malambing na boses)
Kitten: meowww...(malambing din)

May story na agad kaming napagkwentuhan, naunawaan kong gusto nya ng kalaro, gusto nya ng kakulitan. So ang ginawa ko eh tinitigan nalang sya, pinagmasdan syang maglaro, thankful naman sya.

Nung lumingon ako sa kisame, nakita ko ang dalawang butiking naghahabulan, kinausap ko sila.

Will: tsk tsk tsk...
Butiki 1: tsk! tsk tsk tsk!
Butiki 2: Tsk.
Will: tsk.

Nagenjoy naman ako sa pinagusapan namin, nakaka aliw. Bagong kasal pala sila, naglalambingan bago mag honeymoon. Ang galing no? Hindi nakakapagod makipagchismisan sakanila. Bigla namang tumahol ang aso at nagulat ako.

Aso: Arrrfff! Arrfff...
Will: Shooo...

Ayun, umalis na yung aso, naintindihan nya na ayoko ng maingay.

2009-11-20T08:10:00.003+08:00

There would be times where I just stare blankly ahead, yung tipong hihiga ako sa kama, nakatingin lang sa kisame, tapos wala akong iniisip. As in blank lang. Madalas to nangyayare before ako matulog. I dont know what it means, napapagod na siguro akong isipin pa.

Wednesday Morning, my addiction kicked me. Nagpunta akong Puerto Galera mag-isa. Tamang trip lang. Umaga nung umalis ako. Wala masyadong tao sa Batangas port. Parang ang loner ko no? Pero hindi naman, kasi ang plan ko talaga eh to spend quality time with myself. Ang weird. That time eh empty bat both phones ko, so pati pictures wala.

Dahil sa kabaliwan ko, kinausap ko nalang sarili ko, sa harap pa ng salamin. Yung past and present nagusap. :D

Kenzo: Bakit ba kelangang pati pangalan palitan? Nice naman ang KENZO ah.
Will: Madaming memories eh, kelangang irejuvinate ang sarili, wala namang masama.

Kenzo: Ano bang pagkakaiba natin?
Will: Madami.

Kenzo: Ano-ano?
Will. Tanga ka, ako hindi. Mabait ka, ako hindi.

Kenzo: Pano mo naman nasabi? Yun lang ba?
Will: Alam ko lang. Madami pa. Madaming nagbago eh. Kasama ang pagbabago sa buhay.

Kenzo: Tuluyan mo naba akong tatalikuran?
Will: Syempre hindi. Parte ka ng buhay ko, pero yung existence mo eh medyo plakda na.

Kenzo: Bakit naman? Diba ok naman ako?
Will: Hindi ka ok, hindi.

Will: Puro ka tanong Kenzo!
Kenzo: Gusto ko lang malaman...

Will: Wag mo ng alamin, dahil the more you know, the less you understand.
Kenzo: Ano daw?

Will: Kita mo na, di mo nga maintindihan kasi madami ka ng alam.
Kenzo: Nalilito talaga ako.

Will: Wag ka ng magalala, makakapagpahinga ka naman na.
Kenzo: Buti naman kung ganon, dapat pala akong magpasalamat sayo.

Will: Hindi sakin, sakanila...
Kenzo: Sinong kanila?

Will: Basta!

Ayun. Dumating akong Puerto mga 1pm, pagtapos mga 5pm umuwi na din ako. Parang tamang trip nga lang talaga. Ok naman yung stay ko don. Narefresh naman ako. Punta ako Baguio baka sa December. Trip ulit. :p

Kenzo, sama ka?

2009-09-07T21:58:00.000+08:00

Mahirap labanan ang antok.

kape
chocolate
pagkain
daldal
kamot
unat
lundag
hikab

...wala padin.suko nako.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-09-01T04:22:00.000+08:00

Tormented

Nasaktan ka sa ginawa ko, nasaktan ako sa naging reaksyon mo.
Nagsorry ako pero hindi parin ito sapat para sayo.
Nahihirapan ako, unang beses na nag away tayo ng ganito.
Kung iisipin ko, napakababaw, gaya ng sabi ng iba.
Pero ang mababaw sa akin ay maaring malaking bagay sa iyo.
Iniisip ko ang mga bagay na ito.

Ayaw kong ipagtanggol ang sarili ko dahil ayaw kong may manalo o matalo.
Simple lang naman ang gusto ko, yun eh ang pag titiwala mo.
Hindi naman ako masamang tao, yan ang alam ko.
Lahat ng kaya kong gawin ay handa akong gawin para lang sayo.

Ngayon, tuliro ang utak ko.
Gusto kong sumigaw, walang boses na lumalabas.
Gusto kong umiyak, walang luhang tumutulo.
Gusto kong matahimik, tulungan mo ako...
Ibalik natin ang dating samahan, pagkatiwalaan mo ako.

Mahal kita, sana'y ramdam mo.

2009-08-15T04:30:00.000+08:00

12

Panaho'y di namalayan
kay bilis nitong dumaan
Sa piling mo una'y ilang
Sa ngayo'y nais kang masilayan.

Hindi man tayo laging magkasama
Tandaan mong sa tuwina ika'y inaalala
Ngiti mong kaayaaya
Baon ko sa aking alaala

Mga gabing nag-iisa
Pangarap ko'y makapiling ka
Sa bawat sandaling di ka nakikita
Imahe mo, sa utak ko'y gumagana

Ngayon ay isang buwan na
Samahan na tila namumunga
Sana ay hindi ka magsawa
Sa piling ko aking sinta

.ika-12 ng Agosto 2009.

2009-08-09T03:08:00.001+08:00

Almost every year may ganito akong post. Who cares?
This month, something different ang wish ko, somehow feasible.

1. Gitara - just like before, kahit santambak na ang gitara ko, gusto ko padin ng gitara. Ang mga gitara sa bahay eh pinagtatapon ko na, sira na kasi. Hindi na ako mapili sa gitara. Ok nako sa mumurahing lumanog. Ang sabi nga ni pareng Weinstein, wala sa presyo ng gitara yan, aanhin mo ang magandang gitara kung hindi mo naman alam tipahin.

2. Bakasyon - Hindi naman kaila sa iba na ubos na ang sickleave at vacation leave ko dahil sa aksidenteng nangyari sa akin nooong summer. Hindi ko naenjoy ang summer. Literal na hindi. Pero hindi na maibabalik yon kaya kahit papano ay umaasa akong makapag beach manlang, lalo na ngayong magaling na ang sugat ko.

3. Salamin - Luma na ang salamin ko, yung isang paborito ko ay basag nadin dahil sa pagaaway namin dati. Ayoko ng magcontact lenses. Hindi ako kumportable. Gusto ko yung salaming hindi ako pagmumukhaing GEEK at hindi din naman ako pagmumukhain HUDLUM. Sakto lang.

4. Libro - Medyo pumalya na ako sa pagbabasa ng libro. Palyado na ang utak ko sa mga nangyayari sa paligid. Ang dating memoryado ang mga titulo ng bagong bestseller na libro ay 'KAPITAN SINO' ang huling nabasa. Ultimo FHM magazine eh hindi nadin ako updated. Lugmok nako.hahaha

5. Surpresa - Hindi ko gusto ng surpresa - dati. Ngayon eh gusto kong maramdaman kung anong pakiramdam ng surpresa. Hindi sa ignorante ako ukol dito pero gusto ko lang maramdaman yung hindi pangakaraniwan.

Huling Kahilingan:
Swak na swak to sa sitwasyon ko. Sana hindi mauwi sa wala ang lahat ng ito. Sana sa mga susunod na kaarawan ko(hanggang sa 100th birthday ko), ikaw padin ang kasama ko. Sana ang kaligayahang ito ay hindi panandalian.

2009-01-08T12:25:00.000+08:00

Damn, 2009 na pala.

I almost forgot that I have this site where I can relate stories.
Nawala na din ang cyber friends ko dahil sa mahabang oagkawala ko sa mundo ng pagbloblog.

Anong bago kay Kenzo makalipas ang halos isang TAON.

1. Ganap na akong empleyado. Ako ay regular na sa aking pinapasukang opisina. May magandang record sa attendance at performance. Nakatanggap ng ibat-ibang papuri sa kagalingan sa larangang tinahak.

2. Ganap ng lumisan sa institusyong tinuring na pangalawang tahanan.

3 Single at available. hahaha

4. Naging limitado sa paglabas upang magparty at magwaldas ng kayamanan.

5. Nasiraan ng laptop charger at anim na buwan ng hindi nagagamit ang laptop.

6. Nawasak ang gitara at hindi na ata marunong tumugtog ng gitara.

7. Mayroong bagong china-phone dahil nawala ang lumang phone.

8. Kumikonis ang mukha dahilkay Dra. Vicky Belo.

Hindi ko na din matandaan ang mga pagbabagong kaagipay ng panahon.

2009:

1. Gusto kong mag-ipon upang makabili ng sasakyan, kahit 2nd hand lang. Kinausap ko na ang magulang ko ukol rito at sinang ayunan naman ako ng aking tatay. Salamat.

Kaya ako nagtratrabaho ngayon ay bukod sa pagtulong sa aking magulang eh para tustusan ang luho ko. Ang dating galante ay kuripot na ngayon dahil nag-iipon ako. SERYOSO to.

2. Gusto kong buhayin ang blog ko para naman magkaron ako ng outlet kahit papano, iwas gimik, iwas gala, iwas gastos ako ngayon, at dahil libre naman ang internet sa opisina, samantalahin!

3. Gusto kong maging mabait pero di ko magawa. Nasa dugo ko na yata ang kasamaan.

4. Gusto kong sumikat. hahaha

Yan muna para masaya. ;p

2008-04-05T11:46:00.000+08:00

...pain in my heart...

Here i am alone in this empty room
And let my mind just fly you to the end
Thoughts of you still linger in my memory
Wondering why my life is not that fair
I could still recall
Those memories of you
The joy and all your laughter
The love thast we've been through
Oh, i can't believe you're gone
Oh, no

Talkin' to myself for no reasons i could find
Findin' out why everything went wrong
Tears falling down my cheeks that
I've been trying to hold
It doesn't know if i could still go on
I wanted you to stay
The tears begin to show
You said you cared for me
But then you had to go
And now i know you're gone

But i don't want to remember
The things (we used to do/that we've been
Through)
And all the things that remind me of you
I don't want to hear the songs
The songs we used to sing
'coz i don't wanna feel the pain in my heart

I just can't believe you're gone

No, no...
I don't wanna feel
Yeah, i don't wanna feel the pain in my heart
I don't wanna feel, don't know what went wrong
Oohh...

2007-08-18T17:09:00.000+08:00

I know I'm INLOVE. ;p

2007-08-09T19:14:00.000+08:00

40 secrets about yourself.
be honest no matter what.

[one] have you ever been asked out?
~ Yep. many times.LOL

[two] where is your default picture
taken?
~ sa tapat ng mansyon.

[three] what's your first name?
~ kenzo

[four] your current relationship
status?
~ taken...for granted.LOL

[five] does your crush like you back?
~ hindi nya nga ako kilala eh

[six]what is yr current mood?
~ uhmmm bored. ;p i wanna kick ass!LOL

[seven]what color underwear are you
wearing?
~ blue stripes

[eight] what color shirt are you
wearing?
~ white

[ten] if you could go back in time and
change something, what would you
change?
~ nothing... contented naman na ko sa
ngayon.

[eleven] if you must be an animal for
one day, wat?
~ a tiger. ream the best roar! ;p

[twelve] ever had a near death
experience?
~ uhm...

[thirteen] something you do a lot?
~ gumawa ng wala. ;p im good at it! ;p

[fourteen] the song stuck in your head?
~ when she cries, at night....la la la

[fifteen] who did you copy and paste
this from?
~ kay kuya james. higher batch nung hyskul. ;p

[sixteen] name someone with the same
birthday as YOU?
~ tita ko. ;p

[seventeen] when was the last time you
cried?
~ nakalimutan ko na!syet!

[eighteen] have you ever sang in front
of a large audience?
~ yeah... i've been doing that A LOT...

[nineteen] if you could have one super
power what would it be?
~ Quote: The Law of Ueki >>> "The
power to change ideals into Reality..."

[twenty] what's the first thing
you notice about the opposite sex?
~ Face... Uhm...

[twenty-one] what do you usually order
from starbucks?
~ caramel frap

[twenty-two] what's your biggest secret
~ the secret of not telling my
secret... understand?

[twenty-three] favorite color?
~ green

[twenty-five] do you still watch kiddy
movies or tv shows?
~ yeah. adik kami ng kapatid ko. ;p cartoon network plus hero tv plus disney channel. ;p

[twenty-six] what are you
eating or drinking at the moment?
~ wala. ;p

[twenty-seven] do you speak any other
language?
~ the marsian language. ;p

[twenty-eight]what's your favorite
smell?
~ Clinique Happy for Men

[twenty-nine] Describe your life in one
word?
~ amazing!

[thirty-one] have you ever kissed in
the rain?
~ i wanna try...then sex afterwads.LOL

[thirty-two] what are you thinking
about right now?
~ yayaman din ako. ;p

[thirty-three] what should you be
doing?
~ ubusin ang 20 minutes. ;p

[thirty-four] who was the last person
that made you "upset"/angry?
~ si mommy(syet)

[thirty-five] how often do you pray?
~ i dont pray. ;p

[thirty-six] do you like working in the
yard?
~ we have workers. ;p i just look at them kasi mayaman kami. ;p

[thirty-seven] if you could have any
last name in the world, what would you
want?
~ watashenuwirensuki

[thirty-eight] do you act differently
around the person you like?
~ yep! weird ng feeling!

[thirty-nine] what is your natural hair
color?
~ blue. ;p

[forty] who was the last person to make
you last person.LOL si MAMA. ;p

2007-07-04T13:41:00.000+08:00

Kasagsagan ng enrollment namin ngayon, kaya ang sasagutan ko ay tungkol sa serbey sa skul. ;p

Ano ang pangalan ng eskuwelahan mo?
-mapua institute of teknologi... a.k.a MALAYAN.

Inaaway mo ba yung guard sa gate niyo
pag di ka
pinapapasok?
- oo.

Lagi ka bang nalelate?
- hindi, punctual ako. PRAMIS. ;p

Complete uniform ka ba lagi?
- la kmi uniform eh.. =)

Sumusunod ka ba lagi sa mga school
rules?
- oo naman. ako pa!obedient ako eh. :p

Kumakanta ka ba ng Pambansang Awit at
School Hymn?
- pag umatend ako ng program..

Active ka ba sa klase?
- dpende sa class.. pg major subjects
oo! pampam nga ako eh. hehehe

Mababa ba ang IQ mo o mataas?
- hehe.. average lng. hahaha

Nakikipagdaldalan ka ba habang
naglelesson ang teacher?
- oo! pg d ako nkpgdaldalan, inantok
ako lgi eh. hehe..

Hinaharass mo ba ang mga teacher niyo?
- hindi pa naman... wag naman sana. ;p

Napapunta ka na ba sa prefect of
discipline's office dahil sa kabalbaln?
- ask mo si janievi. ;p

Napahiya ka na ba sa klase?
- hindi pa naman. jahe yun.hehehe

Napahiya ka na ba ng teacher sa klase?
- napahiya yung teacher dahil sakin. ;p
mayaman kasi ako.LOL

Gumagawa ka ba ng assignments o kopya?
- gumagawa ako. ;p masipag kasi ako!

kumakain ka ba pag break?
- oo nmn..

Ano ang first line ng School Hymn
ninyo?
- syet hindi ko alam.. A song to alma mater ata? ;p

Naging medalist ka na ba?
- yuppie! hehe..

Nangotong ka na ba sa kaklase m?
- sa mga close friends ko lng dti.
hehe..

Natutulog ka ba sa klase?
- pag boring yung prof. ;p

Pumapasok ka ba sa ibang room kahit na
may klase sila?
- yeah. sit in.

Gusto mo ba ang mga patakaran ninyo
sanyong eskwelahan?
- ayos lng. ;p

Nagtetext ka ba habang nagkaklase kayo?
- lagi!

Nagdadala ka ba ng mga pagkain sa room
niyo?
- hindi.ehehehe

Natawag mo na bang "sir" ang ma'am nyo,
at "ma'am" ang sir niyo?.
- hindi. ang tawag sakin ay mister genius. ;p

Naaksidente ka na ba sa school? anong
klaseng aksidente?
- hindi..

Ano ang laging kinakain mong pagkain
sa canteen?
- hehehe tender loin. ;p

in general, love mo college?
- oo!

tuition fee?.
- syet ang mahal. pero mayaman kami.LOL (asaness)

one week aLLowance? answer honestly,ok?
- one week? mga 1500 po..

favorite subject(s)?
- lahat ng may numbers.. pti PE!

favorite teacher(s)/professor(s)?
- si mam ricafrente.

Favorite spot in school?
- NW201, comlab, North4th floor. ;p

favorite hang-out after school?
- library, mags, beergarden, dorm. ;p

favorite event held in school?
- car shows. ;p

friends in school?
- madami eh.. pano yan? kukulangin
nnmn space d2. hehe..

where do you usually eat?
- sa walls, mcdo, canteen, sm manila.

you eat alone or with friends?
-with friends..

crush in school?
- tang ina ang dami. ;p

what do you do during breaks?
- tulog

do you go home alone?
- yep!

do you like your uniforms?
- la nga uniform!

what is the nicest thing about your
school?
- memories with friends. yan. panalo. saka dito ko naisip ung mga horniest fantasies ko.LOL

2007-06-28T20:42:00.000+08:00

Sabi nila, people fail because they failed to plan. So I dont wanna fail. Kaya eto, planning 101 ang subject ko. ;p

Tomorrow would be my last final exam. Im pretty sure that I have a high grades in that exam. Just like what Ma'am Camus always state every exam, chance favors prepared mind. Di ko makakalimutan yan.

Situation: I won't be enrolling next term, that would take 3 months. Now, what will I do?

a. Find a job! Wow, thats what most of my friends suggested me to do.

a.1 : CALL CENTER: thank you for calling me, I am quite busy so please call again next time. Patay! ligwak nako sa inglisan. hindi ako fluent at hindi din tama ang mga grammars ko. Hindi ako pinanganak para jan. Hindi ko na hinangad na maging mahusay sa ganyang aspeto. Tama nang gwapo ako. Masaya nako. HAHAHAHA

a.2 : FOOD CHAINS : Good morning/ Good afternoon/ Goodbye. ;p Patay tayo jan, hindi din ako pinanganak para dito. TAMAD ako. kulang na lang yata ay umarkila ako ng taga hugas ng pwet. hahaha

a.3 : PART TIME MODELLING : ito na lang ata ang choice ko. ;p lets see...

b. Tumambay!Tutal ito naman ang field of expertise ko. Itatry ko nalang din siguro. ;p

c. Mag drums for ever sa quantum. Isa pa to. hahahaha May future kaya ako sa career na ito? ;p

yan ang malupet na drums ko. ;p

What would I do??? Whatcha think? ;p

2007-06-24T19:33:00.000+08:00

Term-Ender post

My junior year is almost over (though I am not a regular student, I still consider school year 2006-2007 as my Junior years). I will miss my classmates and friends, the bonding during classes and the Ultimate Debate on Philosophy Class. The cheatings on quizzes and the laughter during discussions. The yelling of "kiss" every time I recite and every time that we spent together.

I finally have my permit after days of don't-know-where-to-get-money. This term has been my most memorable term for it is the term where I encounter all the struggles both personal and financial aspects. I'll be having my first exam tomorrow in Philosophy, I've studied earlier so that I can manage to answer all the questions. I'm looking forward to get a high grades in my exam.

I also have the form for my LEAVE OF ABSENCE this coming term and it took me lots of sleepless nights if I'll be filing or not. But due to lack of money for the next enrollment, I decided not to enroll. I will really miss school. hehehehe I will miss Tenten (Muse namin ngaung NCAA, seatmate and a good friend), Burns (ang kulot na kakopyahan ko) The drummer club (mga adik sa drums sa quantum na everyday ay nandun kami nagwawaldas ng pera makapag drums lang) The GUITARISTKAPALMUKS (ang mga kapanalig ko sa pagtipa sa gitara) Ang mga IRREGBABES (mga nag gagandahang babes sa Mapua) The Chocolate Teachers (ang frriends kong professors na kahit anung sipsip gawin ko ay hindi ako maka UNO) Sila Blanca at ang DOTAHAN team nya (ang mga adik sa DOTA at tambay ng CANTONAN. At mamimis ko ang lahat ng fans club ko sa school.

REVIEW TIME = PICTURE TIME

Nakakamiss ang fone ko na may cam, ayan tuloy, every time na mahiram ko ang fone ng kapatid ko ay naadik na ako at hindi makapag pigil sa pag kuha ng mga larawan ko.hehehe

Biglang naging tagalog? ;p Nosebleed na kasi eh.

2007-05-17T09:22:00.000+08:00

I was dead...

now Im alive...in other world.

www.kenzomic.livejournal.com

see yah! ;p i miss you all.

2007-05-10T10:25:00.000+08:00

Panaginip

Gumising ako around 2am dahil maingay yung mga nag iinuman sa kabilang kwarto. Bumangon ako at lumabas upang magpahangin at bumalik narin para matulog ulit.
Nanaginip ako na hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko padin maalis sa aking isip.

Hiwalay na ang parents ko. Yan ang aking panaginip. Napaka detalyado ng mga pangyayari dito kaya sobrang sariwa pa nito sa isip ko. Ang tatay ko ay naglahong parang bula at ang nanay ko ay nagkaron ng panibagong asawa. Hindi ako sang ayon dito. Hindi talaga. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero sobrang lungkot kapag naiisip ko kung sakaling katotohanan ang lahat. Hindi ko din alam ang gagawin ko. Ang alam ko lang ay hindi ako papayag na magkaron ng bagong tatay.

Bakit ang lalake, pag nambabae, ayus lang???

Dahil likas na sa mga lalake ang pambababae. Panahon pa ni Kopong Kopong ay talamak na ang pambababae ng mga lalake. Ang masama ay kung manlalake ang lalake. SAGWA nun.

Ang babae, pag nanlalake, hindi kaaya aya sa mata.

Malamang! Ang mga kababaihan natin ay simbolo ni Maria Clara. Dapat lamang na maging mahinhin ito. Kung manlalalake man ay wag bulgaran. Hindi ko ata masisikmura yon.

...Marami akong mga kaibigang broken family. Hindi ko ramdam ang sakit na nararamdaman nila. Subalit sa pamamagitan ng panaginip ko, nakuha ko ang rason kung bakit ganon ang kanilang mga kilos. Kung bakit minsan ay rebelde sila.

Kung ako man ang ilalagay sa kanilang sapatos, marahil ganun din ang gawin ko, o mas masahol pa. Ayokong isiping mangyayari sa aking pamilya ang napanaginipan ko. Ayoko.

.... laktaw ....

Nasa comlab nanaman ako, April pa ata yung huling entry ko. May na.hahaha ang hirap maging busy. ;p

Xienah: i love you! ;p
Vex: bayaw, alagaan mo ate mo ha!
Zord: better luck next time! ;p

visitors: wala lang akong magawa dahil tapos nako sa activity namin. ;p

2007-04-26T11:04:00.000+08:00

Using COMLAB's connection

I am waiting for my professor to check my hands on activities, accidentaly, I tried connecting to the net and I was able to find that theres a connection, without any hesitations, here I am, blogging.

Off to MAPUANS.

heck! Since yesterday, the enrollment for freshies took place near the entrance gate which means I have to walk further to get up in class. It makes me tired when Im already in class. Like now, I am really tired. I cant even concentrate on my works, but still, I was able to finish it!yahoo!

NASAN SI MAM???

My classmates were asking me where our professor is, as if I know. Probably, shes having sex with the guards, ORGY!hahaha Or, shes eating, or shes sleeping, or shes dead... I dont know. ;p

When she see me using the net, Ill be probably dead... So, nextime again.

I love you kenzo!LOL ( I love myslef )

2007-04-17T14:55:00.000+08:00

First day high..

...Fourth term na, bagong subjects, profs, classmates, seatmates, lapis, bolpen, libro at notebuk...

Alas sampu ang oras ng klase ko pero umalis ako ng bahay(Cavite) ng alas pito. Lunes, hindi ko inaasahang sobrang daming estudyante ang maghihintay ng sasakyang FX paluwas ng Maynila, mahigit apatnapung minuto akong tumunganga sa kakahintay ng masasakyan hanggang sa jabarin na ang kilikili ko. Dahil sa inis ay sumakay ako ng ibang ruta, alam kong sobrang mapapalyo ako pero hindi ko na ito ininda makarating lang eskwelahan, ayos, LATE ako. May bago paba? ;p

Bago pa magsimula ang ika apat na termino, marami na akong gustong mangyari at isakatuparan para magkaron naman ng MALAKING kabuluhan ang dapat ay bakasyon ng isang NORMAL na estudyante.

...Una sa listahan ang pagpapamacho - Ilang beses ko nang plinano ang bagay na ito subalit hindi naisasakatuparan, this time, GOODLUCK nalang ulit. ;p

...Maging DL - naman!wala nang pera ang nanay ko at kapitbahay namin(sa kakautang ng nanay ko. Nais ko namang makabawas sa gastusin(goodboy image) sa pagiging skolar next term(kung papalarin)

...Maging Single hanggang Birthday ko - Nako, kahit madalas akong magdrama dahil single ako, andaming babaeng nagkakandarapa para ibigin ko(syet, nananaginip ako ng gising)

...Makapag ipon - matagal ko nading plano to, sana makaipon ako. SANA. HELP ME MOTHER OF ALL MOTHERS...

...Yung iba, iisipin ko palang.

Sana yung mga goals ko this term ay ma achieve ko. SANAA

2007-04-15T21:04:00.000+08:00

Just want to share this
mag-isip -isip ka..baka isa sa mga eto
ang dahilan

1. Destiny Adik
Eto yung mga naghi2ntay kay "Destiny"
n gumawa ng paraan pra pgtgpuin cla ng
kanilang mga "partner in life"..
ayan... kapa2nood nyo ng "Serendipity"
eh feeling nla ang nangyari sa movie
eh mangya2ri rin sa kanila such a
cliche.. hnd b nla alam n kung wlang
effort destiny s useless.

2. Perfectionist/ Mapili
Yes, 1 taong perpeksyonista. Ung
tipong dpat ganito ang magi2ng
kaprtner ko. Pg my nakila2, nakita lng
n pangit ang kuko o my dumi lng, turn-
off n agad. O kya ang daming ayaw.
Ayaw s mabait boring daw, gus2 bad
boy/ pilya pro kpag pinaiyak ka
ta2nungin k bkt ang sama m bkt m ngwa
un! Adik k b? Ayaw s cute, ayaw dn nmn
s panget. meron jan gus2 k ayaw mo
nmn, ung gus2 m halos magtambling k
pro dedma parn yang stunts mO s knya!
Pazway k rin e! no ba tlga kuya?

3. Busy Busyhan
Opo, eto ung ang mundo e gumaglaw lng
s libro @ bolpen kung estudyante k o
kya nmn s computer @ files kung ofis
staff k. ung tipong aalis ng bahay ng
alas 6 o alas 7 ng umaga @ uuwi ng
bahay ng 6 hanggang alas 8 ng gabi
[baligtad naman para sa mga nag
tratrabaho sa call center]. Sabay
tulog n. Kpg sabado masaya n cla s tv,
s pagkain n nilu2to ni mama @ sa
linggo nmn si2mba @ magha2nda n ng
kelangan pra s lunes hanggang byernes.
Pssst..pause 4 awhile.

4. Friendship Theory
Ano naman ito? Eto yung ang buhay ay
kay bestfriend o kaya kay special
friend na hindi masasabi sabi sa
friendship nya sa loob ng kanilang
mahabang panahon na pagsasama dahil
baka daw maapektuhan ang
pakikipagkaibigan at iwasan sya. Yung
tipong pag may kasama si friendship na
iba, nagseselos na wala naman sa
lugar, pero syempre wag pahalata,
kunyari happy sya for friendship.
ABA ! Oi lakasan mo ang loob at baka
mamaya forever mong pagsisihan yan kaw
rin. Minsan pa naman pareho kayong
naghihintayan. . hmmp!

5. Born-to-be-one (Authestic)
Eto yung nasa palad na ang pagiging
single daw. Walang reasons. Basta lang
nabuhay sya sa mundo na mag-isa at
feeling nya mamatay sya sa mundo ng
mag-isa. Kesyo magmamadre o magpapari
na lang. Asa kang tatanggapin ka pa
noh!

6. Happy-go-lucky
Eto yung taong walang alam kundi
kasiyahan at trippings. Kahit sino
nalang basta no string attach. For fun
lang daw... Walang halong seryosohan.
ABA hoy! yang init ng katawan mo e
ikiskis mo nalang sa pader.
Makakahanap ka rin ng katapat mo!!!

7. Wrong Place
May nakaranas na ba nito? Yung
pakiramdam mo nasa ibang mundo ka.
Yung ang nakakaharap mo e yung mga
hindi mo gusto, yung mga hindi mo
hinahanap. Alam mo yun? Halimbawa nasa
ibang bansa ka, pero ang hinahanap mo
e yung amoy ng nasa sariling bayan mo.
O kaya naman e nasa sarili mong bayan
ka, nasa normal na lipunan, pero ikaw
ang abnormal at hindi mo kayang
sabihin na abnormal din ang hanap mo
kung ayaw mong ibitin ka nila ng
patiwarik.

8. Wrong Time
Eto yung mga tao na sinasabi na, hindi
pa ako ready e bata pa kasi ako o kaya
naman hindi pa ako handa sa panahong
ito, wala pa ako kayang ipagmalaki.
Yes meron pong ganyan. Yung feeling
nila may tamang panahon para sa love.
Awwwwwww. Aba kelan yun? Pag uugod
ugod ka na at yung time mo e bitin na?
O baka naman pag pang out of time ka
na? Oist, sugod lang ng sugod.

9. Si parents kasi!
Yes, factor din ang komyunidad na
ginagalawan mo. Una, ayaw pa ni mader
o pader na magkaron ka kahit 22 anyos
ka na at kelangan umabot ka muna raw
ng 40 bago magkaroon ng gf/bf. O kaya
naman ikaw mismo! Takot sa sasabihin
ni parents at ni kapitbahay na
tsismosa sa magiging kasama mo. Aba
ikaw na nga ba ang sabihan na.. Alam
mo hindi kayo bagay. langit at lupa
kayo. Awwwww. Payo ko sayo, Pakialam
nila diba? Palibhasa inggit!

10. Traumatic Experience
Eto kalimitan ang reason ng marami.
Ayaw ko na!!! takot na ako mangyari pa
ang nangyari dati! O diba ang drama ng
layp? Yes, tama ka. Eto yung dahil sa
past relationship mo, e until na ayaw
mo ng magkaroon at sinumpa mo na ata
ang magmahal. Dahil sa pinagpalit ka
sa mas pangit, o kaya naman iniwan ka
ng walang word na bye-bye, o dahil
binugbog ka!, ano pa ba? Madami yan
wag na nating isa isahin at baka
tumulo si tears hehehe Gayunpaman, eto
lang masasabi ko mga hija at hijo.
Ibat iba ang lasa ng pag-ibig. May
mapait, may mapakla, may matamis at
may maasim. Aba mapalad ka at natikman
mo ang ibat ibang lasa nito. Kaya
ikaw, Do not be afraid to fall in love
again malay mo sweetiness na ang
malasahin mo next time. E di panalo ka
sa lotto. Yan ang nagpapalakas sayo|
Yang ang bumubuhay sayo, ang pag-ibig.
tsk! drama!

11. EX to the nth power
Oi aminin!!! LOVE parin si Ex kahit 1
or 2 yrs na ang nakakalipas. May
ganito naman. Yung tipong ilang taon
ang nakakalipas, hindi pa rin
makalimutan si ex. Yung pinagsamahan,
yung tawanan, yung iyakan, at lahat ng
nangyari sa inyo nung kayo pa.
Malungkot man at sa kung anumang
kadahilanan, maganda man o masama ito,
kelangan nyong magpaalam sa isa't isa.
YES, after ay year sasabihin natin, im
over him/her na, pero pag-usapan natin
ang love at ang nangyari sa ating
relastionship from the past,
TADANNNNNNNNNNNNN, eto na, sya agad
ang naalala mo. At habang nagkukwento
ka, ouch may kirot, o kaya may ngiti
at may bumabagabag sa ating kalooban.
Ano kaya yun? AMININ mo na kasi MAHAL
mo pa si EX. Isa lang ang masasabi ko,
well mahirap sya kalimutan alam ko yan
pero open your heart and makipagdate
ka, lumabas ka, at try to entertain
someone. Wag mo ikumpara si ex sa iba.
At give urself KITKAT, take a break.

Bakit kaya ako sigle??? Hindi ko din alam, siguro combiation ng nasa taas.hehehe

2007-04-10T12:26:00.000+08:00

Ultra eclectro magnetic CHUBA

Dahil papalapit na ang pasukan, ako naman ang lumalayo. ;p
Naiinggit ako sa mga nakapag swimming na.
Gusto kong magsunog ng balat sa beach(hahamunin ko ang araw kung kaya nya pa akong sunugin)
Nakarenta nadin ako ng kwarto(tambakan ng gamit) na pwede nading tambayan.hehehe

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Naglilinis ako ng kwarto ng makita ko ang papel ng kapatid ko,nag balik ang nakaraan.

Third year highschool. Its my year. Akin lang!bwahahaha

Naalala ko kung gano ako kaganid sa papel. Ayoko ng may nanghihingi sakin. Mga parasites! ;p

Umisip ako ng paraan kung pano hindi makakahingi sakin ang mga kaibigan ko sa paraang hindi sila masasaktan pag tumanggi ako. Dahil sa ako ay henyo, nilalagyan ko na ng pangalan ang papel isa isa para hindi na sila makahingi.;p Hindi naglaon, nangawit ako sa kakasulat, nag isip ng mas ok na paraan kung paano mapapabilis ang pagsulat. Naisip ko ang pantatak. Agd akong nagpagawa nito at ayun, lahat ng piraso ng papel ko ay may tatak na. ;p

Ang dugo ng karamutan ay nananalaytay padin sa aking katawan.
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... I JUST WANNA GO ON THE BEACH... SUNBURN!

2007-04-02T14:45:00.000+08:00

April Fools DAY

...araw ko ito! ;p (full pledged fool ako)

Dahil raw ko ito, nais kog magswimming sa pool na full ng mga fools para di naman ako ma-op. Ang saklap naman kung ako lang mag-isa. Habang nagswiswimming eh pakikinggan ko ang aking theme song na Foolish heart ni Nina at ang Fool again ng westlife. Ayos na Ayos ang bakasyon. ;p

Semana santa na...Handa kanaba? ;p

Nakaugalian naming gumawa ng wala pag semana santa. WALA.
Pero ngayon, mababali na ang aming panata na gumawa ng wala.
Masyadong nagclick ang BINGO sa aming lugar at naging regular ang paglalaro ng mga kapit bahay namin. Eksakto alas dos ay naghahanda na ang lahat sa isang nakaka-aliw na laro. ;p

Sa pansariling kaewanan, bumili, este nanghiram ako ng libro para may mapagkaabalahan. ;p dalawang libro ang hiniram ko, at hanggang ngayon ay titulo palang ang nababasa ko. ;p

Naadik nadin ako sa lumang laro ng mga adik sa online games, ang o2jam at dota. Mababang lebel palang ako. Malapit ko na ngang masira ang keyboard. ;p

... Malapit na ang pasukan. Yehey. ;p

2007-03-27T17:05:00.000+08:00

ayoko na

Mula ng ako'y magbinata
Ika'y akin ng kasama
Hindi mo ako iniwan
Ika'y laging nariyan
Nagmistulang kakambal
Ako'y iyong sunud sunuran

Nais ko ng maging malaya
Malayo sa iyong kalinga
Sawa nako sayo
Gusto ko ng mabuhay ng wala ka

Kumonsulta nako sa mga kaibigan
Sa eksperto pagdating sa ganitong issue
Sinunod kanilang payo
Doble kayod sa kagustuhang ikay maglaho

Sobra mo yata akong mahal
Ayaw mo talaga akong iwan
Ilang beses na kitang tinaboy
Pero nanjan kapadin
Hindi nagsasawa

Punyeta ka
Sobrang asar nako sayo
Sana iwan mo na ako
I hate you....

.........TIGYAWAT.

2007-03-22T14:30:00.000+08:00

When Love Hurts

Drama nanaman. Walang Katapusan. Nakakainis na.
They say it is really Love when it hurts. Now, what's next?
Forever na yata akong masasaktan.

Nung simula, okey ang lahat. Wala akong makitang problema.
Nakakalungkot isipin na ako'y balewala na lang.
Pinipilit kong intindihin ang lahat, pero hindi ko maintindihan.
Nasasaktan na ako ng sobra.
Nililibang ko nalang ang sarili ko para kahit papano ay makalimot.

Wag mo sanang hayaang masanay akong mabuhay ng wala kana.
Wag mo sanang hayaang masanay ako.
Nakakalungkot.

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Hindi ko nabati ang aking matalik na kaibigan na si JanieVi kahapon, late ang alarm ng fone ko, ang sama ko. Babawi ako sayo Janievi. Happy Birthday(belated) ;p

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Naisin ko mang hindi mag paapekto, nalulungkot talaga ako.

2007-03-21T13:40:00.000+08:00

... TIPID MODE

Gusto kong magtipid...kakayanin ko. ;p

2007-03-19T12:45:00.000+08:00

Ako'y in search...

Akoy naghahanap ng Apartment na malapit sa aking paaralan.
Nakakapagod kasing magbyahe araw araw.
Hindi ako mapili pero wala pang pumapasa sa aking panlasa.

Affordable
Malinis
Maayos
Hindi pugad ng Tambay
Hindi mahigpit ang Nagbabantay
Walang Curfew
Pwedeng magpapasok ng mga kaibigan
May tubig
May kuryente

...yun...

Ang hirap maghanap.

2007-03-13T15:23:00.000+08:00

2007-03-11T11:57:00.000+08:00

Akin ka nalang ha!

alam mo bang nung una kang makita
pinangarap kaagad
buhay ko'y masaya kapiling ka
lagi nang tulala sa kaiisip
balang araw maaangkin kita
alam mo bang ika'y aking aaalagaan
sobrang mamahalin
di pagsasawaang ituring kang
parang prinsesa
kung papayagan sana, pwede ba?

akin ka na lang ha?
sige na naman ha, please
kailangan ko'y ikaw lagi
araw-araw, gabi-gabi
akin ka na lang, ha?
sige na naman, ha?
please naman
huwag mo ng pag-isipan
sige na, sige na
akin ka na lang, ha?

alam mo bang
alam ko na kung pano magmahal
ng tunay at tapat
ibibigay lahat
lumigaya ka lng
lahat ng hilingin aking ibibigay
makuha lng tamis ng iyong pagtingin

akin ka na lang ha?
sige na naman ha, please
kailangan ko'y ikaw lagi
araw-araw, gabi-gabi
akin ka na lang, ha?
sige na naman, ha?
please naman
huwag mo ng pag-isipan
sige na, sige na
akin ka na lang, ha?

halos minu-minuto
sa panalangin ko'y ikaw
ang aking mayayakap
kapag giniginaw
sige na, sige na
akin ka na lang

akin ka na lang ha
sige na naman ha, please
pakiusap lng naman kailangan ko'y
ikaw lagi araw araw, gabi gabi
akin ka na lang ha?
sige na naman ha, please
kailangan ko'y ikaw lagi
araw-araw, gabi-gabi

akin ka na lang, ha?
sige na naman, ha?
please naman
huwag mo ng pag-isipan
sige na, sige na
sige na, sige na
akin ka na lang, ha?

sige na, sige na akin ka n lng, ha?

2007-03-10T14:38:00.000+08:00

I am postless

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2007-03-04T20:11:00.000+08:00

Salamat

Madami akong natutunan ngayong araw
Sa sobrang dami nakalimutan ko na
Ngayon ko lang naapreciate ang mga taong nagmamahal sa akin
Mga taong hindi man laging nakikita, e laging nanjan pag kailangan mo.

...Ang buhay ko ay magulo, komplikado, masalimuot, masaya.

Araw araw man akong nakangiti, hindi ito nangangahulugang ako'y masaya.
Kahit anong pilit kong maging masaya, hindi ko magawa.
Laging may kulang.
Kelan kaya ako magiging kumpleto?
(uminom ka ng centrum ken!)
Pinili kong maging ganito.
Sumasakit na ulo ko.

____________________________________________________

Bagong KENZO na ang masisilayan nyo

ABANGAN...

2007-03-03T12:59:00.000+08:00

SADISTA AKO

Sa tagal ko nang nabubuhay
Ito ang laging reklamo sakin ng mga taong nasa paligid ko
Mahilig akong manakit
Mapa pisikal o emosyonal
Hindi ko alam kung bakit

Hindi ko ito intensyon
Ako'y napipilitan lamang
Hindi ko gustong makasakit
Hindi naman ako masaya kapag may nasasaktan ako

Scenario 1

Umaabusong kapatid

nagulpi ko, nag dudugong mga labi dahil pala sagot,
madaming pasa, nauubusan na ng luha

Scenario 2

Kaibigang Balahura

sapak sa mukha, wasak na pagkakaibigan

Scenario 3

Kapitbahay na maingay

sigawan

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Ganito na ako.
Naisin ko mang magbago
Bumabalik padin ako sa ganito
Kung hindi naman ako napupuno, hindi naman ako umiimik

BABALA: Wag nyong painitin ang ulo ko. IBA AKONG MAGALIT.

2007-02-26T13:16:00.000+08:00

...Ang Corny mo

Ito ang mga huling salitang binitawan saakin ni Trish
Isang magandang Binibining pumukaw ng aking atensyon sa isang bar sa Malate

Sabado ng gabi ng lumipad ako patungong baywalk at nagisip maglakad lakad
Nakita ko si manang Goreng, isang manghuhula na hindi ko alam kung may basehan ang kanyang sinasabi
Sinabi nyang ako'y pikutin, manhid, at kung anu anu pa.
Natutuwa ako sa iba nyang sinabi pero ng tingnan ko ang oras ay masyado na palang gabi kaya
nagpasya na akong umalis. Naglakad lakad ako sa baywalk at naisipang pumunta sa mga bars sa malate, pinasok ko ang isang bar na madaming nagsasayawan.
Marunong akong sumayaw pero hindi ko alam kung anong dahilan kung bakit napako ako sa tabi at nanood nalang ng mga nagsasayaw.
Ilang hithit ng yosi at may nakilala akong isang magandang babae. Nagkwentuhan kami sa kabila ng lakas ng tugtog at mukha kaming tangang nagsisigawan. Nagpakilala sa isat isa at nagtawanan, ngitiin, titigan at uhmmm, wala na.
Trishia, yan ang pangalan nya.
Niyaya nya akong sumama sa labas pero ng mapagalaman kong kaya nya pala ginagawa yon ay para ibenta ako sa kanyang kaibigang bading. Umayaw na ako.

Ang corny mo...yun ang huli nyang sinabi at tuluyan na akong nagpaalam. ;p

At dahil kri ako, ito ang isang hindi koring tao... Isang idolo sa larangan ng pag gigitara. ;p

2007-02-21T11:41:00.000+08:00

Paalam

Lagi mong tatandaan
saan ka man mapunta
mahal na mahal kita
lagi kitang mamimiss
lagi kitang aalalahanin

Nalulungkot ako
bakit kelangang maghiwalay pa tayo
wala nabang solusyon para ikay di maglaho
paalam?

Sobrang nalulungkot ako
ikay magpapaalam
laging kong tatandaan
ating pagsasamahan

parte kana ng buhay ko
di yon magbabago

paalam 3230 ko.

...binenta ko na cellphone ko. huhuhuhu

2007-02-11T03:01:00.000+08:00

Bulaklak

Habang naglalakad ako, may lumapit saking babae na nag aalok ng bulaklak, roses.
Napaisip ako kung para san yon. Mothers day ng huli akong bumili ng bulaklak, nagpa sweet ako sa nanay ko kasama ang mga tsokolate sabay hingi ng kapalit. Naisip ko din na bago yun ay may pinag bigyan din ako ng bulaklak, isa sa mga minahal ko, kasabay ng pagkaalala dito ay ang pait ng kahapon. hahaha EMOTE MODE.

Muling bumalik ang alaala ng lumipas. Ang kahapong nagdulot ng sakit sa aking sawing puso.

Una: Habang nasa malate ay may nagdaang batang babae na nagalok ng rosas, napabili ako ng tatlo na nangangahulugan ng akung wagas na pag ibig. Tinanggap nya ito at sa tuwing mapapadpad ako sa kanyang condo ay nakikita ko ito(dati) kahit lanta na.

Sumunod: Isa boquet ng bulaklak na binili ko sa Robinsons para sorpresahin sya. Umakyat ako sa kanyang condo at iniwan ito sa tapat ng pinto. Kunyari hindi ako ang nagbigay. Nang magkita kami, walang pasasalamat akong narinig pero alam nyang saakin nanggaling yon. Nang bumalik ako ng condo nya, naron parin ang lantang bulaklak. Pero ang masakit ay parang wala itong kahit anong sentimyento.

Ngayon: Napapaisip ako kung may rason paba para magbigay ako ng bulaklak. Hindi ko alam kung ano pa ang silbi nito.

>>>emote ng may tama.

2007-02-01T13:08:00.000+08:00

Buwan Ng Puso

Pebrero nanaman
Parang Kailan lang
Puso'y nangungulila
Sa iyong paglisan

Panaho'y lumipas
Sugat ay nagpeklat
Luha ay nasayang
Ang dulo'y pagpapaalam

Ngayo'y nag-iisa
Walang makasama
Luha'y tuyo na
Ngiti'y lupaypay pa

Nasan kana
O aking sinta
Nawa'y magtagpo
Landas nating dalwa

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emote mode
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FEBALERT

Grabe, love is in the air, water and land na.
Pero kahit single ako at minsan slash madalas ay nafifeel kong im all alone, ndi ako nalulungkot(ay baliw ata ako, alone na hindi nalulungkot?adik!) pag nakakakita ako ng sweet couple na nag e HHWWPSSP(Holding Hands While Walking Pa Sway Sway Pa ng hands) sa daan, coz I know na maghihiwalay din yung mga un.LOL joke lang. I know kasi na time will come na I'll be like them doing the HHWWPSSP(inggitero kasi ako) pero syempre I wanna be unique, kaya di lang HHWWPSSP, dapat HHWWPSSPPT( Holding Hands While Walking Pa Sway Sway Pa Plus Tumbling) ayan umandar nanaman ang kakornihan ko.

Valentines: wala akong date(as of now) pero im planning to watch Rachel and Christian's concert sa Aliw Theater sa 13. Yes, I'll probably watch it alone, kamusta naman kasi ang niyaya kong manood, gusto treat ko?aba ano ako milyonaryo? E this past few weeks nga eh naka experience ako ng financial crisis dahil sa katalinuhan ko,este katangahan pala. Nalaglagan kasi ako ng pera sa bulsa at ang pera naman ay di manlang ako sinabihan na nalaglag sila kaya mega utang ang drama ko. Since nashare ko na ang katangahan ko at nalalayo na ito sa usapang DATE, mabalik tayo sa valentines...

Naglalakad ako sa Mall, napansin ko ung mga design nilang puso puso, bakit ba puso palagi decoration pag valentines? Hindi ba nakakasawa yun? Pwede namang buwan o kaya araw o kaya star, bakit kaya puso? Kinonsulta ko yung Psychologist sa UP Diliman noong sanggol palang ako, sabi nya sakin, iho, wag ka ng makialam, gumawa ka ng sarili mong okasyon at magprovide ka ng sarili mong decoration. Napahiya ako kaya tinanong ko nalang ang nanay ko at sinabing ang puso daw ang simbolo ng pag-ibig. Ang Pebrero daw ay buwan ng mga magsising Irog, ng mga nagmamahalan. Tinanong ko kung pano yung mga single na gaya ko? Sabi ng nanay ko, hindi nya daw alam,itanong ko daw sa tatay ko o sa kapit bahay namin. Dahil sa katamaran di na ako nag aksaya ng oras sa pagtatanong... ;p Ayun ang kwento ko.

2007-01-26T15:00:00.000+08:00

Sa Likod Ng Kagustuhan

Woi!titulo palang pamatay na...parang pocketbook lang na nabibili sa Divisoria.hahaha
Well, ang entry ko ay tungkol sa mga gusto kong propesyon sa buhay, ang pagtanaw kung anu kaya ang buhay ko sa likod ng mga kagustuhang ito. Ganto talagapag may saltik, kung ano ano ang naiisip, kaya pagbigyan nyo nalang ako...

Maging Pari

Elementary ako noong binalak kong magpari. Naging ambisyoso ako noon, grade 2 ata ako noong magsakristan ako. Ginusto kong magsakristan noon dahil ang crush ko ay choir, at kapag kakanta ng Ama Namin, kahawak ng mga sakristang ng kamay ang mga choir. Father Ken, whoa... yan sana ang tawag sakin kung pinagpatuloy ko ang aking pangarap. Natatawa ako. Akona siguro ang pinaka malanding nasa seminaryo kung saka sakali. At malamang ay nademonyo ko pa ang mga kasamahan ko.

Maging Doktor

Kapag tinanong mo ang isang bata kung anong gusto nyang maging paglaki, ang pagiging Doktor ang nangunguna, una, upang martulungan daw ang mga magulang. Well, sila yon, dahil kung magdodoktor man ako, iyon ay para yumaman. Aba akalain mo pirma pirma kalang e may bayad na agad, lupet no? Di lang yon, konting kapa kapa lang, okey na. Kung nag Doktor ako, malamang kaklase ko sina Dan ngayon(asa ako). At syempre imamajor ko ang OBGYNE,bakit? sikreto!hahaha pwede nadin ang surgery, para operahin ko muna mukha ko.

Maging Nurse

Alalay ng doktor, yan ang sabi ng nanay ko tungkol sa nurse, kaya gusto ko din eh, kasi shempre, naka taqyo kalang habang ang doktor ang nag bubuting ting ng kung ano ano. Tapos natutuwa pako pag naka all white, feeling ko ang linis tingnan. Kung saka sakaling nag Nursing ako, susme, isa ako sa milyon milyong estudyanteng mukang tanga(no offense) kasi ba naman, may mga kilala ako, mag nunursing nursing tapos makakita lang ng dugo eh mauuna pa atang mamatay sa pasyente. Wag na.

Maging Teacher

Ito ang pinakagustoi ko dati. Feeling ko teacher na nga ako eh. May sarili kasi akong class record noon at nag iimbento ako ng mga grades, at syempre, kasama ang pangalan ko sa class record at ako ang may pinaka mataas na grade. Math o kaya Science ang ituturo ko kung sakali at ako na siguro ang magiging pinaka terror na teacher, masarap maging terror. sikat!

Maging Engineer

Ito na ako ngayon, malapit ng maging ganap na inhinyero,lupet! Ang gusto ko lang naman ay mag top sa board exam. Hindinaman malabong mangyari yon.hahaha

... buzz!...

2007-01-17T12:36:00.000+08:00

Buhay Mapuan

Alas syete ang pasok ko araw araw, taga Kabite ako kaya alas kwatro palang ay nag uunat unat na ako ng katawan. Pagkatapos ay aayusin ang hinigaan, maghihilamos, magtitimpla ng gatas at bubuksan ang telebisyon. Makiki usyoso sa balita habang hinihintay pumatak ang alas singko. Alas singko impunto ay maliligo na. 5:30 aalis ng bahay para pumasok, matutulog sa byahe hanggang sa makarating sa Manila City hall, bababa ng van, mag alakad sa underpass, ngingiti sa mga makakasalubong kakilala hanggang sa makatapak sa MAPUA. Maglalakad papuntang North Wing, third floor, mag gugood morning sa mga maaagang pumasok na kaklase, uupo sa tabi ng mga kaibigan habang hinihintay dumating ang prof. Pagdating ni Sir, kukuha ng notebook o ng kapirasong papel para mag take down ng kung anu man.

Rrrrriiiiiiiiingggggg... tunog ng be, hudyat na alas nwebe na at tapos na ang unang subject, mag aayos ng gamit, dadaan sa cr papuntang laboratory... Upo saglitsa hallway ng library habang hinihintay ang ibang kaklase.

"Late nanaman kayo..." Ang sigaw ni prof Chua, "Mam, kayo man ang maglakad mula North wing papuntang south wing, third floor to third floor, ewan ko lang kung hindi din kayo malate" sagot ng isang kaklaseng nagdedepensa ng sarili. UUpo sa likod, sasama sa mga iba pang irregulars na walang ginagawa.

Nasa likod ako ng laboratoryo, may hawak na papel na puro tabs ng gitara, sa tabi ko ay sila Bugoy, Ponti, Serge at Duke, ang mga gitarista ng klase, habang nagsasalita si prof, tinitipa namin ang gitara, mahina, papalakas, hanggang sa hindi na namin marinig ang nagsasalitang propesora. Sa gilid ay makikita si Joy, Mitch, Laila, may hawak na face powder, blush on at kung anu anu pa. Sa kabilang dako ay makikita mo sila Jonas, Roy, Badz, Lily, Michelle, Renalyn, Dianne, at Biena na nakikinig sa animoy napakahalagang sinasabi ni tandang Chu.
Lalabas ang tatlong kikay, pupuntang Cr habang nagtatawanan ang iba pang kaklaseng hindi naman sikat, kami sa likod ay ipagpapatuloy ang pag tugtog.

"Class, anu ba, hindi ba kayo tatahimik?" sigaw ni Chu, dedma ang klase, tuloy padin sa mga business na patuloy na tumatakbo. Hindi mo mamamalayan ang oras sa laboratory...

Rrrrrrrriiiiiiiiinggggggggggg... Bell nanaman!!! Ibig sabihin, alas onse imedya na, lunch na.

Kanya kanya sa paglabas ang mga estudyante, ang iba'y papunta sa kanikanilang org tambayan, ang iba ay uuwi sa kanikanilang mga dorm o apartment para kumain, at ako namay maglalakad papuntang SM para kumain.

Sa paglalakad papuntang SM, familiar faces ang makakasalubong mo, hanggang sa makarating na sa SM manila.

McDonals
Jollibee
Tokyo Tokyo
KFC
Goldilocks

yan ang paborito kong kainan. Manok kanin at sopdrinks lang ok na... pag wala namang pera, sa gilid ng Mapua ay may student mea at ang popular na KFC(kwek kwek, footlong, canton)

1:30 ay balik eskwela nanaman.
Last subject. EMAGS... sarap. dito ako nagiging tunay na MATHpuan. ;p

Isang Mapuan, matinik sa MATH... MATHPUAN!

Alas tres imedya matatapos ang klase. Pagtapos ay dederecho ng locker para ayusin ang mga gamit. Tatambay saglit at makikipag kwentuhan, tapos ay tutuloy na sa GYM. Magpapaganda ng katawan hanggang sa mapagod.

Aas sais imedya ay tapos na ang business, maghahanap ng kakilala o kung anu mang maiipang gawin, tatambay, kakain, makikipag daldalan, mag gigigtara.

Alas nwebe, maiisipang umuwi. Maghalakad papuntang Lawton, sasakay ng van at maghihintay makarating ng kabite. Alas onse ay nasa bahay na. Kakain, manonood ng TV, tatapusin ang mga dapat gawin. Matutulog...

Buhay ko! boring.

2007-01-14T20:09:00.000+08:00

Hey there! Ive been listening to lots of songs that my good friend forced me to listen to... This is my all time favorite as of now, napaka catchy ng lyrics.hahaha title palang masyado na akong natuwa. Im also into listening their musics. Its really fun. ;p

Panic! At The Disco
I Write Sins Not Tragedies

Oh, well imagine; as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words.
"What a beautiful wedding!", "What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."
I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...oh.
Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for, a toast so, pour the champagne
Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne. ("yes")
I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing
the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!" No.
It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Ayun, wala lang... sobrang puno na ng maiingay na tugtugin ang mp3... sana may magbigay sakin ng ipod.hehehe

2007-01-13T20:26:00.000+08:00

A chat with myself... ;p

me1: hi there! zup? are you bored???
me2: hey! i am fine. sort of... im done with my paperworks. you?

me1: im fine. asl?
me2: 19 m mla/cvite... u?

me1: 19 m mla/cvite... hey, open ka topic!
me2: uhmmm anu bang magandang pag-usapan. school.

me1: ahh, eto, balik school after a long period of time.haha i missed school so much, ece 3rd yr(2nd yr irregular) mapua. ;p ikaw musta skul?
me2: ok naman, ayun, kaka start lang ng class, i enrolled 15 units, prof ko si lacuna, yung terror...

me1: ay shit!oo super teror yan! ahahaha gudlak sayo ha! solid mens ba yan?hahaha way back, tatlo lang kaming pumasa sa class, amazing nga ako pa ang highest considering my absensces.hahaha
me2: im done with solid mens, engstat ako ngayon. ;p congrats sayo!galing mo siguro sa math...

me1: hindi naman..hehehe tyamba lang yun! o kamusta naman ang mga classmates mo?
me2: naku, disaster...beautiful disaster!hahaha masaya kahit lagi kaming napapagalitan, sino ba namang prof di magagalit kung naglelecture eh nag gigitara sa likod, tpos yung mga beautiful girls eh nagmamake up na parang may sagala after classes. hahaha

me1: naku parang nakakarelate ako jan ah!hehehe kilala mo si ALLEN???the MR. ECE 06?
me2: oo kaklase ko sya, anung meron dun? hahaha crush mo?

me1: gago!di no!!! mashado lang akong nagtataka kung bakit sya ang nanalo s mcm.hahaha
me2: so gusto mo ikaw manalo? asa ka talaga!hehehe

me1: naman!!!over qualified ako for that title...hehehe maiba tayo, natanggal ako sa scholarship ko. huhuhuhu
me2: yan, hindi ka kasi nagseseryoso sa pag-aaral eh! ayusin mo ngayong term baka may maaplyan kapa.

me1: honga eh, napaka stupid ko kasi, inuuna ko ang mga kalokohan, pero this time, aayusin ko na, may chance pa akong maging laude!hahahaha
me2: congrats!!!hirap mag laude ah! goodluck sayo! galingan mo... uhmmm kamusta naman pala lovelife mo?

me1: haynaku!!! anu yan??wag na yan!
me2: hahaha broken hearted kaba?

me1: hahaha no comment.
me2: spill na!!!wag na mahiya... sige na!para ka namang hindi friend!

me1: eto, medyo malungkot, i broke up recently kasi yun yung alam kong tama. yun ang dapat. hay ang hirap kasi iexplain... i feel so bad sa ginawa ko kasi nakasakit ako ng tao, pero on the other hand, alam kong tama ang ginawa ko, nasaktan din naman ako, at nasasaktan hanggang ngayon. haynaku, ayan, nagdrama na tuloy ako.
me2: ay oo nga.naku tama na nga ang drama, ayoko din nyan..hahaha change topic... kilala mo si ederlyn?hehehe

me1: naku naman! ederlyn ba kamo? e avid fan ako nyan eh!!!hahaha i even asked my friends na if ever maka receive sila ng message about her, iforward agad sakin. ;p
me2: naku pareho pala tayo! ang kwela kasi nya no? parang ang kulay ng buhay nya...

me1: bakit diba makulay buhay mo?
me2: hahaha hindi, wala namang nagkukulay, pano magiging makulay?hehehe

me1: naku napaka naman nyang statement mo... di ko masyadong nagets...
me2: malabo talaga!wag mo ng igets. ;p

me1: ok. sabi mo eh! o anu na topic natin?
me2: teka isip ako...

me1: ok... uhhmm?
me2: ayan... mga pinagkakaabalahan. ;p

me1: ay... ok. ayun, bukod sa skul, im trying to FIX myself.hahaha it includes my physical attributes, nagpapamacho ako ngayon.hahahaha
me2: naks naman... goodluck sa paggygym mo! ;p anu pa bukod jan? ;p

me1: ahh... gusto ko ulit magka banda. namimis ko ang mga tugtugan, ang crowd, ang music.
me2: wow! anu ba tugtugan nyo?

me1: alternatives, rock, opm... dati cover namin ang eheads. nakakamiss mag gitara, yung buo ang tropa.
me2: goodluck sa plano mong yan! susuportahan kita. uhmm gumigimik kapaba?

me1: ay..bihira na. busy sa skul saka tipid nadin ako. gastos lang kasi yan eh. saka pwede namang iwasan..
me2: naks naman. parang nagbago kana ah...

me1: hindi naman, medyo iniiwasan lang yung mga bagay na alam kong hindi naman masyadong makakatulong sakin. hindi naman sa ayaw ko ng gumimik, ayos lang namang mag enjoy paminsan minsan...
me2: ayos yan tol!!! saludo ako sayo jan...

me1: di na nga ako nagyoyosi at di na masyadong umiinom, sobrang sakripisyo yun ha!hehehe
me2: ganun ba??? magaling!

me1: oh panu ba tol, sa susunod nalang ulit ha!!! salamat sa oras...
me2: salamat din!

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bored ako. ;p

2007-01-10T14:21:00.000+08:00

i am back!!!

filled with lots of stories and stories...hahaha

new year new life new me...

ive said before that i would rehab myself and for that some time, may epekto naman kahit papano... oo maniwala na kayo kahit mahirap paniwalaan. ;p

1. zero sexual activities until now(january 10, 2006)

2. lesser alcohol consumption.

3. zero nicotine.

4. overloading cuteness.

5. increasing food apetite

6. lokohan nato!;p

haynaku...speaking of lokohan, nahuhumaling ako ngayon kay ederlyn. have you heard of her???i bet narinig nyo na sya... napapaisip ako kugn san nagmula ang mga msgs about her. nag eexist kaya sya???if yes grabeng popularidad nya ha! lahat ng nasa school sya ang bukambibig, at speaking of school, enrolled naku.lol

Intramuros Manila Philippines
Cabang, Wilkens Llenas
SN 06452525
ECE Irregular
No. of Units : 15
Cost per unit: 1,452
Tuition fee: 20,550
Miscellaneous Charges: 4,866
LFD Fees: 5,555
CWS : 690
Total: 32,891
date
amount
subjects
Status
signature
January 4
4,356
Ece214
enrolled
Electro magn
enrolled
.Solid mens.
enrolled
January 4
4,866
Miscellaneous
paid
extras
2,500
Tuition
Previous
Payment made
11,722
Partial Payment
Statement made: January 7, 2007
Schedule of payments:
February 3, 2007 9,867
March 14, 2007 9,867
_____________________
Edralyn Sapanghila-Chua
School Accountant

lol. :P

2006-12-24T15:40:00.000+08:00

a post for everybody! ;p

happy christmas! ;p
mwah mwah mwah

...vacation leave. ;p

2006-12-11T16:26:00.000+08:00

myusika!

"musika ang naglalapit sating lahat dito sa academy"

- eman,PDA!

angas no?akalain mo may nagagawa pala ang musika.
OO, nakakaadik ang MYUSIKA. Natuto akong makinig ng radyo nung baby palang ako, idolo ko nga si Freddie Aguilar, pinapanganak kasi ako ng sumikat ang kanta nyang "ANAK". Mula non, naadik na ako.

Anu bang silbi ng musika sakin?
Ewan ko!Teka, basta alam ko mahilig akong makinig sa mp3 ko na ang tugtog ay puro awitin ng paramita,chicosci, updharma down, sponge cola, sandwich, 6cycle mind at ng mga poriner na banda gaya ng the killers, my chemical romance at si ben folds pati nadin ang kapitbahay naming banda, ang googoo dolls. Pag tingin mo naman sa fone ko, sangkatutak na tugtugan pero ang paborito ko talagang pakinggan ay ang ever famous TIGIDONG ni ALI SOTTO. Sino bang hindi matatawag ang pansin sa PUKING KULAY ROSAS...at boom!!!tarat tarat, boom tarat tarat, tararat tararat boom boom boom, pinasend ko pa para lang ipraktis ang steps. Ang daming masarap pakinggan, depende sa mood, kung aadik adik ka, hiramin mo yung nasa mp3 ko tiyak mapapatalon kapa. Ansarap talagang pakinggan eh. Pag gusto mo namang magpaantok, pakinggan mo ng paulit ulit yung BOOM TARAT TARAT, sa sobrang inis, for sure matutulog kanalang talaga.

Nayon, pang sanlibong beses na yatang paulit ulit tumutugtog tong "BITIW" ng spongecola sa tristan cafe, natatamad kasi akong palitan, maganda naman yung kanta eh. may second meaning.hahaha wag kang bibitiw bigla. Naadik din ako sa kanta ng my chemical romance na weklcome to the black paradise, tinitipa ko nga yun sa gitara eh, pero ang hirap pare, lalo na pag wala kang gitara.

Myusika din ang sandalan ko pag may problema. Ayun.
Pano kaya kung wwalang music? edi sobrang timid siguro ng mga tao. walang saya, walang lungkot, parang wala lang. Kakaiba no?salamat nalang at may myusika.

nga pala, kaya myusika ang tawag ko sa musika kasi yung propesor ko dati sa speech ang may sala. basta sya ang salarin. basta kanya kanya yan ng tawag, kung trip mo, mhusihkah...para masaya!

2006-12-08T19:03:00.000+08:00

friday (good friday-semana santa)

+sigh+
trip ko lang magbuntong hininga, walang pakialamanan.
wala akong magawa ngayon, nasa likod ng sm manila, kasama ko si TATA.
OO, si Tata, Yung blogista din. wala kasi kaming magawa kaya nag internet kami.
Nag gym ako ng medyo maaga aga kasi akala ko matutuloy ako sa pupuntahan ko.
Nafeel nyo na ba yung sobrang excitement tapos bigla nalang lalagapak?
Malamng oo, kasi maraming feelingero sa panahon ngayon. hahaha

+sigh+
Ayan, nakakatamad kasi! Ang sarap tuloy lumangoy sa bundok. Saka masarap ding kumanta para umulan at lumamig at maexperience ko ang lamig ng pasko.

MALAMIG!

2006-12-06T15:11:00.000+08:00

Afternoon Delight

Nakaupo ako ngayon sa harap ng PC
Walang tao sa bahay, pumunta silang ospital dahil sa kapatid ko
Inaantok ako pero hindi ako makatulog, uminom kasi ako ng kape!
Nag-iisip ako ng itatayp pero wala akong maisip,bakit kaya?
Ano sa tingin mo?

Usapang Gaguhan

Kahapon, Disyembre 5,2006, tama ba?
Pagtapos kong pumunta ng gym upang pagurin ang aking sarili,
kunyari nagpapalaki ng katawan pero ang totoo ay nagpapalaki ng tyan,
habang hinihintay ko ang aking kaibigan, nagtungo(ay tagalog talaga?) ako sa SM,
san panga ba?e yun naman ang pinakamalapit na mall sakin.
Naglakad ako patungong watsons, nakakita ako ng CONDOM(for sure nakangiti na si Jhed at Xiena) oo, tiningnan ko ito na parang may hinahanap,hindi ko namanlayan na tinitingnan na pala ako ng gwardya, akala siguro dedekwatin ko,para di masyadong mapahiya, binili ko nalang. Wala akong magawa habang hinihintay ko ang kaibigan ko sa nagpunta akong CR para usisain ang CONDOM(kunyari di pa ako nakakagamit nun, pag kasi ginagamit ko un derederecho na,wala ng tingin tingin pa) nakita kong may mga butlig butlig,natawa tuloy ako kaya tinago ko nalang. Lumabas ako ng CR at tumayo na parang callboy(lagi nalang akong napagkakamalang callboy,nakakasawa,sana next time mamasang naman) Sa tagal ng aking kaibigan ay ginala ko ang aking mata at wala akong napala! Ayan dumating na sya dala ang mp3 ko. Sawakas maeexperience ko na ang mp3 ko!

Sumakay kami ng jeep, mama bayad po, dalawang faura, estudyante! Pagbaba sa Faura ay naglakad kami papuntang OUR(opisina ng unibersidad rehistro, ay natawa ako) May concert pala!OO concert, yung tipong rakrakan, talunan, sigawan, hiyawan, kulitan, kainan, tawanan, piktyuran at kung anu anu pa!Pag dating namin ay nakasalubong namin ang isa sa milyon-milyong kras ko!Si Arra. Si Arra na maganda, si Arra na magaling kumanta, si arra na malupit mag gitara!OO si Arra!Yung taga UP Manila at ewan ko kung anung kurso,basta sya na un!Nginitian nya ako!Kinilig ako, pero ng lumingon ako, yung nasa likod ko pala yung nginitian,napahiya tuloy ako, pero konti lang naman, so okey lang yun!Nagsimula na ang hiyawan!Wooooooohhh!!!! ayan na, may mga nagrarakrakan na!Feeling ko rockstar na ako!hahaha pumwesto kami sa bandang gilid para di mainit, pinanood ng maigi at nakisabay sa ibat ibang banda na hindi ko alam kung paano bigkasin ang mga nakakalito nilang pangalan.Iniisip kong tumugtog sa harap para ipakita sakanila kung anu ang tunay na musika(sinuportahan naman ako ng kaibigan ko dahil hindi kami ganun kabilib sa mga tumugtog,pero kahit papano,ayos na!) Hindi na namin tinapos yung concert, naglakad kami papuntang P.Gil para pumuntang St.Paul, dun sa madaming chicks(sabi ni Dave) nainip kami sa paghihintay buksan ng entrance ng main theater hall kaya pumunta anlang kami ng baywalk, nagkulitan, tawanan, nagtrip kami!napagtripan namin ung kunyaring estatwa tapos pag hinulugan mo ng barya yung basket nila eh magpapapansin na sila. Nung una nahihiya ako, pero sa una lang naman ako mahiyain, so dinare ako ni janievi na kumupit dun sa basket ng barya, di naman ako nag-alinlangan,gusto ko din kasing makita yung reaksyon ng estatwa, hindi sya gumagalaw, nagtatawanan na yung mga tao, at yahooo!!!ako na ang star!aku na ang pinapalakpakan nila. Natapos ang gabi ng may pagmamadali, mag aala dose na ng makasakay ako ng van pauwi ng kabite. Pagdating sa bahay ay pinagbantay pa ako ng kapatid kong may sakit. Kunyari concern ako kaya binantayan ko naman sya. Nakatulog ako ng mga 6am. ayun!

Alas tres na. Wala padin sila. Matutulog nalang muna ako.

2006-11-25T12:00:00.000+08:00

recover post!

im into music
im into bands
im into loud noise
and im into trends

i believe in dreaming
i believe in nighmares
i believe in fantasy
and i believe in mystery

are you happy
thats what they ask me
of course i am
says i with confusion

smiles catered
as tears followed
tears of happiness in denial
the rainbow shines in the sky.

i write
i read
i speak
i listen
i live
i love
i FLY. ;p

2006-11-15T16:21:00.000+08:00

ang pagbangon... ;p

whew! tagal ko ding di nakapag blog!hehehe namis ko tuloy mag type.

Malapit na ang pasko. at ang mid-november reminds me of things na nangyari last year. Its been a year na(this time totoong one year na).

Andaming nangyari. Di ko mabilang, kaya ko namang bilangin pero hello, nakakapagod!hahaha
May nagtext sakin ngaun lang, meron nalamang daw akong anim na oras upang lubusin ang pagteteks!as if naman mahilig akong magpipindot!hahaha mahilig lang akong mag porward ng mensahe pero ang magpindot ng madaming letra upang ipadala sa kung sino sino, haynaku, kalimutan mo na! At speaking of texting, andaming naglipanang corny jokes. Ultimo utot may masasabi na. Pati si jollibee na nananahimik nagrereklamo. Sino kaya ang nagpasimuno ng mga kakornihang ito? Napag isip isip ko. Di kaya si XIENAH ang promotor?hahaha joke lang! Pero kahit na korni ang mga jokes na naglipana, hindi ko parin mapigilang tumawa. Sa usapin ng pagtawa, may isa akong kaibigan na hindi ata natutong tumawa kahit sobrang nakakatawa na ang nasa paligid. Animoy wala sa diksyunaryo nya ang pagtawa, ni ngiti hindi nya alam gawin. Kaya akoy lubusang nachallenge na mapangiti ang loka. Kinolekta ko ang mga naglipanang jokes tungkol sa utot, kulangot, tae, putok, langaw, inidoro at kung anu anu pa na sa tingin koy marinig lang ng ordinaryong tao ay hahalakhal na sa kamatayan. Subalit ng subukan kong patawanin si loka ay walang epekto, umuwi akong bigo. Subalit ng makausap kong juli ang loka, nagkwento ako tungkol sa lablayp ko, at nagulat ako ng biglang humalakhak na parang baliw. Pag usaping pag ibig pala ay natatawa ang loka, napatunayan kong isa pala syang baliw. hahahaha oo, LAINE, ikaw ang tinutukoy ko!hahaha

...isa nanamang korning post.hahaha

2006-11-01T16:41:00.000+08:00

Month of Death

Weird as it may seem, Ive always been dreaming of death and sort of thing that connects with vanishing people/thing. And as things uild in my memory, it has something to do with people close to me. I try ignoring it for a time but theres something thats really taunting me. HELP!

HELP!

1. Nikki died in my dreams, and oh no, my guitar was wrecked to death. Fuck! I forgot, my guitar was baptised as Nikki(even if it doest have ay baptismal certificate a all)

2. An old man was reaching my hand but I wasnt alble to help. Days passed by and news striked that my friends, father died. Was that a premonition? dont kow!

3. A former teacher-friend is dying in my dreams and now, she's in coma!

4. Television exploded and hte whole sala was wrecked, I was fucked(hahaha) and oh no, that wasnt true, but, our monitor loses its life.

5. Garfield appeared in one of my dreams as a zombie-garfield, now our neighors persian-garfield-lookalike cat died due to food poisoning.

...Whats happening?errr but thats not my main point of writing. Theres still somethig Im feeling that Id love to write.

Ive been thinking of my life. Whats happening in me and where Im going to. Its kinda evaluation of the things Ive been through. Its been tough for me to overcome such obstacles and see myself still standing straight forward.

Evolution. Thats what they say about me. Ive become someone they dont know. Due to consciousness, I tried browsing old testimonials in my friendster and I think they were right. I evolved! In some ways, its good, but holding me back is my oldself. I missed myself so much.

Kenzo

- MASIPAG mag-aral
- born LEADER
- INTELLIGENT
- GOD FEARING
- GOOD BOY
- NERD
- GEEK

-----hey thats what they see in me before.

now???

- LASENGGO
-ADIK
- BULAKBOL
- TAMBAY
- GITARISTA
- FLIRT
- TARANTADO

hell... look what happened??? Thats seems to be a full rotation.

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Im working to rebuild my oldself. Its een a month without alcohol, cigarette, 'gala', anything bad. Im trying to live my life in the right path. REHABILITATION. thats what Im doing. ;p

...TAMANG TRIP...

2006-10-23T20:12:00.000+08:00

PAALAM

Sa ating pagsasama, akoy lumigaya
Awiting kay ganda, iyong ipinamana
Sa lungkot at ligaya, ikay nariyan twina
Ngayong nagpaalam ka, akoy paano na?
Awiting kay ganda, maririnig paba?

Ikaw ay lumisan, di manlang nagpaalam
Kay sakit isiping ika'y di na muling makakapiling
Sa pagtulog sa gabi Ikay laging iisipin
Ky lungkot isiping ikay wala na

Ilang bwan kitang karamay, ikay aking kaagapay
Lumbay ay winawagayway, ngiti ay nabubuhay
Sa iyong paglisan, alaala ng nakaraan
Mananahan sa puso't isipan, ika'y aking pakatatandaan

PAALAM GITARA. :(

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Nalulungkot ako sa pagkasira ng giatara ko.
Hindi ko alam kung kelan ako magkakaron ng bago. :(

2006-10-21T18:20:00.000+08:00

Medyo ginana akong magtype kaya blog mode muna ako.
Sa mga nakalipas na araw, medyo ayos ang pakiramdam ko...

UPDATES

HEALTH

wee may ganito ganito pa no?parang tunay talaga?hahaha
Natutuwa ako kasi unti unti kong nakikita ang pinagpapaguran ko sa pag gygym.
Wow!kala mo machong macho na no?nmi. nag gain lng ako ng 5 pounds at nadevelop ng KONTI ung chest ko.naks naman!Dadami nanaman ang fans ko(ang kapal)

SCHOOL

Naks bakasyon na ng iba pero punyetang Mapua go ng go! Pero wala ako sa school kaya ok lng kung may pasok o wala.hahaha I got our new college shirt. Ang mahal pero ok lng, ansarap isuot. Kasi bilang lang ung may ganun.hahaha

FRIENDS

Naku, wala nga ako nyan ngaun eh.huhuhuhu di ako nakakasama sa galaan at kung anu anuman. Sobrang wala lang.hehehe pero thru texting naman nakakakuha ako ng updates sakanila.;p

MOOD

Bihira na akong magdrama. Naadik ako sa movies(puro hiram na vcd kung kani kanino) At lagi akong nakasmile, sabi kasi ni kuya WINS sa gym, wag daw sumimangot kasi imbes na abs sa tyan ang mabuo ko, abs sa muka, at ayoko naman nun!hahaha

ANO PA???

Wala na aklong maisip na ishare.hehehe Sira yung DVD namin, Sira yung monitor ng desktop, sira yung refrigirator. Sira-ulo talaga ako!hahaha

Namimiss ko:

1. Mag online ng madaling araw. Makipag kwentuhan sa kung sino sinong online. ;p

2. Namimiss ko ang BAGETS. Kamusta na kaya sila?Di naman na siguro nila ako iniisip(hahaha)

3. Kumain ng kung anung gustuhin ko(may diet na ako!akalain mo un)

4. Sumayaw sa bar at magparty(iwas muna ako jan)

5. Namimiss ko si WILKENS. ;p

2006-10-10T15:54:00.000+08:00

Disney fan

That's so Raven : as the clock strikes 12:30 in the morning, I cant find myself staring at ravens fabulous way of striking jokes. I also prepare my midnight snack to make my movie time more fun. 30 minutes of comedy would make me feel relieved. Anti-depressant, that what I call it. Thanks Raven! ;p

Lizzie : Lizzie will always be Lizzie, weird!hahahaha This highschool girl reminds me of my highchool life. I crush you Lizzie! ;p

The Sleepover Club : Peer who's job is to err, sleepover.hahaha School girls who's into adventures. I crush the chinese girl. I forgot the name... She's pretty. chinita. ;p

Phil of the future : The family who's from the future, their gadgets were so cool. Id like to have one of their ultramagnetic reader. Its really cool. I wish I can visit the future. ;p

The Blackhole High : A campus full of creepy things. Mysteries that they solve thru the help of science. ;p yitits... The students were really brilliant! hale! ;p

Suite life of Zack and Cody : The cute twins would really rock your world! The strike one-liners that would drop you dead.hehehe
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DISNEY ORIGINAL MOVIES
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Highschool Musical : damn! who wouldnt know this movie? Lots of pirated copies were in the streets of Baclaran, Quiapo, and Pedro Gil.hahaha The movie s really hot! ;p Zack is so hot(uhmmm like me, ofcourse!) and Vanessa is so beautiful(no comment.hahaha). The musical catered highchool life thats why lots of teen agers were able to relate. ;p

Cowbelles : The story of two sisters who's not used into farm,but uhhhmmm... I didnt like the movie so I wasnt able to comprehend.hahahaha

Read it and weep : This one catched me(aside from its the latest of Disney). Its a story of a girl who loves writing about her life. She's so quiet and her only hobby is to write things down. She accidentally sent her personal journal to the campus press and her masterpiece became the talk of the town. It was published as a book and she became so popular. All the fame was hers. As time goes by, she changed into something whos not she...errr... its better if youll watch the movie!It's really nice! ;p IS SAVES THE WORLD,thats the tittle of her book. ;p

...there are lots of disney movies Ive watched, I just forgot their titles. Just tune in to Disney Channel every sunday, 7:30pm...hahahaha

They say....

Glenn: DISNEYKIDD ka talaga!;p pati sila Mr. Bean kakosa mo na.
Scherene: Ikaw si Marvin sa Marvin mysteries!
Miko: nakanangoots!!! bakit wala ang totally spies jan?kainis ka!!!
Alex: anung channel yan???panu pag walang cable??

I say...

duh!!!

2006-10-06T21:49:00.000+08:00

strike!!!

straight week akong nag gym at ngaun, may resulta na : MUSCLE PAIN!!! *tantararantaran*

grabe! pero kahit masakit ang katawan ko ay pursigido padin akong ituloy ang pag wowork out, NO PAIN NO GAIN, yan ang tumatak sa utak ko kaya sa kabila ng pagod at paghihirap ay patuloy pading lumalaban(palakpak naman, ganda ng speech ko eh!)

ang ganda ng week kong to, pramis!as if first time kong naranasang hindi maglakwacha at puro gym, ngayon ko napatunayan sa sarili kong dedikado din pala ako. ;p
wala ding internet connection sa bahay so wala akong access pag madaling araw which is nakakatipid sa kuryente. grabe, i feel renewed!hahaha

ive red 3 books in a week, angas no? madali lng pala ienjoy ang sarili kahit mag isa... ;p

2006-10-02T18:04:00.000+08:00

...pause!!!

Tapos na akong mag drama at mag emote mga kaibigan, natatawa ako sa sarili ko, napakabilis kong maging emotero.hahahaha parang wala ng bukas pag nagdrama ako, pasensya na kung may mga nag-alala nung nakaraang araw. Kahpon pala, October 1, nag start na akong mag gym. Pursigido na ang inyong lingkod magpalaki ng katawan para pag may umaway sainyo, isumbong nyop sakin gugulpihin ko... ;p

...pause!!!

Wala paring kuryente at tubig sa aming subdibisyon kaya tulong tulong ang lahat sa pag iigib at pagpapaypay. Nakakatuwang isipin na sa likod ng unos na dumating ay masisilayan pang muli ang haring araw.hahaha natatawa talaga ako.

...pause!!!

at dahil saw alang kuryente, paminsan minsan nalang ako mag internet. as in two weeks pa daw bago magkaron ng kuryente. kainis!!!

...pause!GAY TALK.

nauuso nadin ang chorvahan at kung anek anek dito sa blogging, nahuhuli na ang lola nyo sa mga eklavush at kung anu anung chenelen boom boom ng mga blogista nating friendshipness. basta ang lolo nyo, stay nalang sa bahay at mega sleep to the max, isama na din ang pahapyaw na pag gygym. may i say na din ako ng sorry sa mga hindi ko narereplyan, walang battery ang cell ng lolo nyo kaya may i cry din ang drama ko sa kaboringan. imagine my precious life without light???hahahaha isa itong trial...kaya mga brothers and sisters, please pary na magkatubig at kuryente na kami.salamat! ;p

...pause!!! MOVIE update...

lahat ng palabas sa movie house ngayon napanood ko na kaya binansagan akong MOVIE ADDICT. hahaha salamat sa free movie passes. ;p

...pause!!! SCHOOL STUFF

October 2, 2006: First Day High mga kaklase, anung high ka??? imaginin nyo ang pinagsama samang brainy, rebel, nice guy, sossy, mvp high... ako yun!hahaha kawindang! ;p

...pause!!!

saka nalang ulit!aylabyu pipol! ;p

2006-10-01T02:34:00.000+08:00

Off random thoughts

Days have gone so fast and all I can remeber is the tremendous storm ever happened in my entire living. Sentimental visions reign in me though I tried not to feel so. Life would really be like this. I must accept and I must deal withit. It's so felial unwrappening what had happed but its so excruciating dealing with it... Hell you dont know what Im taking about...

Is it posible for me to have my life worth living??? ofcourse yes!!! But why is it always like this. It repaeats again and again as if I was never knowledgable of what had happened. Am I that dumb feeling so lame with my fucking life. Everything has to be settled first before I continue living my life in the right path, but hey, what's missing??? I tried fixing everything yet errrr, seems nothing ever changing.

Crap!!! I''m so fugitive. I need a hand, I need a shoulder, I need someone!!!
...I even cant handle my
self... Im fucked up! I dont know where to go, what to do and what to say...

I guess this would really be the start of the ending...yes. you red it right.

2006-09-27T14:35:00.000+08:00

postless ako

bakit kaya?hehehe
wala akong maisip.
...haynaku!

2006-09-26T14:20:00.000+08:00

... Salamat ...

Salamat sa mga dumamay nung ako'y nalulungkot...

Nagpapasalamat ako kay:

Xiena : sobrang napapatawa ako ng blog mo! as in priniprint ko pa ung posts mo para lang basahin tuwing nalulungkot ako. ;p sana makita na kita sa personal...hahaha

Jhed : hahaha di na kita naitetex, well, network barrier, globe ako, smart ka.hahaha (kuripot mode) pero salamat sa simpleng komento ay napapangiti ako.hehehe

Rob : mabuhay ang mga kalbo!magpapakalbo na ulit ako! ;p

Zord : sa walang humpay na pag chicheer sakin.hehehe

Chino : hehehe sobrang kamukha nya yung kapit bahay namin.la lang... ;p

Icarus : na paminsan minsan lang bumisita pero nagiiwan ng bakas. p

Salamat sainyo mga blogista...

Salamat din kay :

Ana : laging nasa bahay para makipag gitarahan at makipagdaldalan tungkol sa kung ano ano.hahaha

Totz : Kahit aadik adik ka, salamat sayo!hehehe yung bulaklak nasa Dangwa pa. Ipapadala ko nalang sa bahay nyo...

Dannah : Namimis na kita! alam kong paminsan minsan ay napapadpad ka sa blog ko. ;p

...Sa mga hindi ko nabanggit..salamat! ;p

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2nd term na sa monday!oh my god!ambilis!!! nag pa-asses na ako at 15 units ang pinaenlist ko, pero dio padin ako enrolled.hahaha di ko alam kung mag eenroll ako o hindi... ang hihirap ng subjects.paksyet! ;p

89 days nalang xmas na!yitits. la lang... ;p

2006-09-24T14:17:00.000+08:00

...sigh...

ayoko na.
parepareho nalang nangyayari.
walang pagbabago.
paulit-ulit.
kalungkutan.
...bugtong-hininga...

2006-09-21T11:07:00.000+08:00

BAHA-PLAD!

Ang sarap pag masdan ng pagpatak ng ulan sa Maynila, ang presko ng pakiramdam.
Pero kung ang pagtapos ng ulan ay may baha, pucha!sana wag ng umulan forever!
Nakakabaliw ma-stranded sa punyetang plad lalo na kung hating gabi na at wala ka ng masakyan pauwi.

Kasama ko si John nung isang araw sa Rob Manila at naglakwacha kami, naglakad ng naglakad hanggang sa mapagod at ng magpasyang(putang ina tagalog) umuwi, kahit umaambon ay nilakad namin ang Pedro Gil papuntang Taft at ng marating ang TAFT, PAO!!!!!! BAHA!
maderpaker syet! So tumayo nalang kami at nag isip kung pano makakatawid sa kabilang side. Naglakad kami papuntang Malvar street upang doon magbakasakaling tumawid pero ng matunton ang lugar, PAO!!! PLAD padin... paksyet talagang ulan yan. Kaya tumayo nalang kami dun, pinagmamasdan ang mga taong dumadaan. Ang sarap pagtripan ng mga taong dumadaan.

Nakita ko ang mga estujante ng st paul, posturang postura ang mga babae, hinihintay mawala ang baha(goodluck, wait forever paulinians) bago umuwi. Nakita ko din ang mga estujante ng UP, ang iingay at nanood ng Bakekang sa pinagtambayan naming tindahan. Ready ng lumusong sa baha,kaso kelangan pang tapusin ang bakekang. Nakita ko rin ang ibang nursing students at nabigla ako, puting puti ang damit, may hawak na nursing kit sa kaliwang kamay, at itim na sapatos sa kaliwa, ng tingnan ko kung san sila nakatapak, sa plad pala, kulang nalang ay lumangoy sila at ipagsigawang maputi padin ang kanilang uniporme.

Napagtanto(syet anlalim) ko na may sakayan pala sa Mabini kaya dali dali kaming nagtungo doon. Nang makarating ay lumangoy este sumakay na kami pauwi.

Grabe talaga ang nagagaw ng baha! Tinutulungan nitong kumita ang mga padyak boys sa malate kung saan naniningil sila ng taga. Amputang plad yan...

2006-09-18T14:39:00.000+08:00

Reality Bites...

Errr... Thanks to Dee for reminding me what to post. I was really clever when it comes to disclosing infos about me, its just not me when I gave my real identity to the person I just talked to. I was talking to Dee when he said about what name did I gave to whomever I talk to, I came to think of everything, I even confused myself. Liar? Nah... Im just afraid to disclose who kenzo is. Maybe not just me, other people seems to be like me.

Casual chitchats...

________
person: nasl?
me: kenzo 19 m manila/cvite
________

person: you have japanese blood?
me: yes
________

person: TOP or BOTTOM?
me: TOP
________

person: you musician?
me: yes
________

...These are the usual questions I encountered in my everyday life.
TRUTH is:

Name: Wilkens Cabang
Age: 19
Birthday: August 23, 1987
Zodiac: Virgo
Race: PINOY NA SINGKIT.LOL
T/B: versa TOP
Music: altrock (guitarist)
Civil Status: SINGLE
Mood: always sad
Hobbies: Playing guitar, sudoku, internet
Likes: chocolates, sweets, sudoku, guitars, mind games.
School: Mapua

...Thats the answer to some of the usual questions they've been asking me. Other reason why I just say yes whenever I say yes to whaatever they associate with me is because im not used to explaining things(and look what im doing now, just to make myself clear).

2006-09-17T03:16:00.000+08:00

BEAUTY OF SADNESS AND MADNESS

Let me share the funniest consecutive harrassment in my lame life...

Yesterday, I was alone walking at the baywalk, as the sun set, my mind was preoccupied by lots of things. Sadness striked as if it was the last day of my life. There i felt the agony of being alone.
I wasnt supposed to be alone that time but due to some fucking something, my date wasnt able to show. S o I decided to move alone. My fone used to be my buddy as time goes by for it helps me release my emotions thru texting. It's past 7 so I decided to go to the mall to have some snacks. There I saw my friend Iyan so I asked him to go with me. We had a movie(Monster House). After watching, I decided to drop off to mommy Zico's pad wherein Bagets gathered for some chitchats. I asked boo to have some bottles of beer in which he accompanied my lonesome. Other guys went down and laughter began to shower. We had reading classes and other stuff. Because it's really getting late, boo, tata, and bin, rode with me. I'm tipsy that time because of the alcohol we had. boo and bin drop off at SM centerpoint while tata and I had another ride at Taft. I was really sleepy that time so I wasnt able to notice that I was far away from the supposed place of dropping. I walked and stopped at Rotonda, wherein, the first HARRASSMENT occured.

guy: you want girls?fresh, beautiful, yet cheap.
me: ahhh...ehhh where are they? like how much?
guy: you'll only pay 400 including the room. wait ill call them.
me: ahh ok let me see...

(girls arrived, they were like in a row, which made me laugh unconsciously)

me: no more girls?is this all you have? Im looking for some teeners... I want a nice one.
guy: wait sir, I have here my "costumer's favorite"
me: shes pretty, nice, sexy, beautiful, is she good in bed?
guy: ofcourse sir, ull have your most wonderful sex with her.
(thinking if ill go with my devil side or just go home with my conscience)
me: sorry sir but I dont have enough money, maybe ill just come back some onther time.
guy: okay sir,just look for me.
(Im walking when I saw two girls following me and they approcahed me)
girl: pogi, kami for free, cute ka naman eh...
me: ahhh...ehh. thanks pero I need to go home na.
girl: ahh ganun ba?pahipo nalang...
(she touched my cock..and ohh... it hardens fastly)
me: ahh ehh... nagalit ata, o cge, i got to go na...

I was on the van when I shared this story to tata wherein I cant control myself in laughing inside the van.I was still tipsy and I didnt noticed that Im far away from our village. I dropped off in a place that I really dont know where(hahaha funny, Ive never been there). I stand and waited for a jeep to pass, I noticed to gay guys near me, talking and talking, then across the street, I also noticed a group of cute guys. A cute guy approached the gay and have some talk. I lend my ears and listened to what they're talking about. It was kind a funny kinky thing which made me smiled. There were no cars and the only sound you can hear is their voices. One cute guy approached me and told me that his friend wants to talk to me, I dont know what to answer so I just smiled. then the gay was about to come near me when a jeep passed and just before he tried giving a word, I stepped into the car and said, you're too slow, im going home... The gay guy shouted, "sayang...balik ka bukas".

...It's really funny isnt it?hahaha

2006-09-14T13:53:00.000+08:00

Ang gulo no???

I'm with my friend Ana yesterday due to boredome. We walked and walked till we got tired. We sat under the tree and I started playing songs with my guitar. She opened such topic and I know that this topic doesnt catch my interests. Its all about love and everything about relationship. Im growing as a bitter individual. Im starting to have a stone of heart. Anyways, she started asking questions and my answers seemed to be soo bitter. I just dont know, but I can justify my responses on her topics. She cited some situations wherein I need to decide what to do. Heres some of them...

*Gusto mo, Gusto ka, pero hindi kayo...

+ It happened to me. Ewan ko ba. Sadyang galit lang ata sakina ang kapalaran. Kahit gawin mong effort, in the end, walang kwenta. Mahirap iexplain eh. Mas ok na sigurong iwasan mo nalang sya kesa umasa ka e wala namang mangyayari.

*Gusto mo, ayaw sayo...

+ Pag ganito nangyayari, unti unti akong lumalayo, nasasaktan lang ako pag naiisip ko to.. feeling ko kasi parang hindi ako likeable kaya hindi nya ako magustuhan. Misan humahanap ako ng butas para kamuhian ko sya. In that case, natutulungan ko ung sarili kong magmove on.

*Gusto ka, ayaw mo...

+ Sinasabi ko agad. Alam ko kasi ung feeling ng umasa kaya as much as possible sinasabi ko agad na ayoko sa isang tao. Wag ng mageffort dahil wala ding mangyayari. Kung gusto nya akong maging kaibigan, ok, kung ayaw, mas ok.hahaha

While playing sudoku kanina, an enemy texted(ENEMY)

"no wonder kung bakit ka single, ur such a dreamer, dream till you die...LOSER"

Thats the message. I just dont know what does it mean.
It affects my day. Im so confused on its meaning.
Kung anuman yun bahala na sha sa buhay nya.
Haynaku...

2006-09-11T13:49:00.000+08:00

... aray ko po! ;p

Hindi talaga ako makamove on... excuse me, hindi ito drama!hahaha

Fresh padin ang lahat sa akin...

Si Giselle Sanchez na saksakan ng charming.
Si Miss Philippines na pinagkaitan ng height.
Si Ukraine na humakot ng awards.
Si Japan na kamusta naman?
Si Korea na mahasay rumampa.
Si China na palundag lundag pa.

The beauty contest catered talents of the bagets. Nakakawindang how beautiful costumes were done out of kumot, kurtina at tuwalya. Iba talaga ang mga bakla!LOL

Sino bang hindi matutuwa kay Miss Philippines na sumayaw gamit ang mga banga, si Miss Bagets 2006 na nag bending pa ng sobrang tagal, si Miss Korea na kamusta naman diba?hehehe

hanggang ngayon di talaga ako maka move on! mahihirapan ako dito.hahahaha

2006-09-06T00:07:00.000+08:00

Reminiscing the past...

After watching Toni's movie, you are the one, memories flashed back... Its almost forever since the last time I saw my self smiling honestly. Ive always been a clown inwhich I cant show my real feelings. Being sad seems to be my reason for living..errr While on the movie house, I cant help myself thinking what my life would be if I had my relationship successful,errr dami na din pala.

I had my first serious relationship when I entered college. It was really a nice feeling being inlove. This is the first time I felt my worth. I felt really loved and cared. I ended it up without any valid reason. I was really a crap. After my first serious relationship, many followed, I cant even count them. Though I dont count, I can still recall them. ...cut.

I thought everything is sad, but I tried looking at the angle wherein it brought me smiles of heart. Reminiscing doesnt causes pain at all, it also gives happiness that once in your life, you felt being loved.

...errr random thoughts keep bragging me.

2006-08-30T13:36:00.000+08:00

Sickness madness

I have fever
I have flu
Im dying
I dont know what to do...

HuHuHu

I wish Im okay by tomorrow. :(

2006-08-28T14:24:00.000+08:00

Kenzo stinks...

He really does!

2006-08-25T11:37:00.000+08:00

19-year old virgin???

Hell with the title? gusto ko lang!hehehehe
The celebration stil still on going and I'm enjoying my friends' company.
Kabikabila ang hatakan sa inuman at hindi naman ako makatanggi.
I havent slept well since monday. hahaha
Nangangayayat na ako! ;p

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Nanotice ko lang!

1. Wala na akong sexlife (which makes me virgin) hahahaha

2. Sobrang adik na ako sa sudoku (I'd rather play sudoku kesa gumala, moreover, kasama ko lagi ang sudoku book ko pag umaalis ako)

3. 1 Month ng putol ang linya ko (wala nading nagtetext sa akin)

4. Never kong namis iplay ang song ng life house na YOU AND ME sa tuwing mag gigitara ako

5. Hindi na ako masyadong madrama

6. Wala na akong nilalandi (himala)

7. Di padin natutupad ung plan kong magpamasahe (sakit ng katawan ko)

8. Mahina ang bentahan ng comment (wala na din atang nagbabasa ng posts ko)

9. Never ng naayos yung desktop namin (salamat kay tatay sa laptop ko)

10. 19 years old na pala ako! ;p

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What has life to offer me now that I'm 19?hehehe

2006-08-22T18:32:00.000+08:00

Kenzo, its your birthday!!! ;p

This is your day!!! You should be happy! Wash away you worries and enjoy!

Those are the words I kept on telling myself as the clock ticks twelve in the morning. I've always planned my day to be someting different. For christ sake, I never had a happy birthday, though my birthdays were really memorable.

August 23, 2003 : Lovely( one of my friend) DIED..( May she rest in peace ) She committed suicide during our flag ceremony. Enough.

August 23, 2004: Nothing special happened, I just perfected my periodical examinations.

August 23, 2005: I had a fight with my mom which leads me to stalking away. This was just a year ago but the memories remain in my heart.

August 23, 2006: Is theres such a dfference? Same as an ordinary day. Nothing special happened. Though many greeted me, I still feel incomplete.

Yesterday, I had my fortune telling. I asked my friend to read my cards and also my palm.

Fortune telling

Do u guys believe in fortune telling??? I am a beliver. I love palm reading, tarrot card reading and anything about it. I love superstitions and the likes. I enjoy withcraft. Not that I am a wizard, I just love it.

I read my daily horoscope. I evaluate it at the end of the day. Im just fascinated with it. Amazed.

First card : Loneliness
Second card: Goodness
Third card: Evilness
Fourth card: Swords
Fifth card: Swords
Sixth card: I forgot
Seventh...
Tenth: Death.

I just cant move on after hearing the explanations beyond cards. After that, my palm was next on the line. Daddy JC said that even though I wont finish my college course, money seems to be easy with me. I do have this diamond something on my palm which represents fortune on money... Success is what he saw on me, but theres a dark side. Its the feeling of loneliness within. I wont be happy in the future, and even now. That's what he said. Even if its a "hula" I am a complete believer, anyways theres nothing wrong.
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Id like to thank people who greeted me on my not-so-special day. I appreciate it alot! ;p
Thanks again. ;p

2006-08-19T17:21:00.000+08:00

I'm confused.

2006-08-15T13:45:00.000+08:00

Dala ng kalungkutan...

Lagi kong sinasai sa sarili kong wag na akong malungkot, pero hindi maiiwasan ang maging malungkot lalo na pag mag isa ka. Hindi mo malabanan ang kalungkutan pag naiisip mong ikaw lang mag isa.OMG!drama ba ito?mali mali mali!hahaha

Dahil sa wala akong magawa nitong mga nakaraang araw at sira din ang pc namin, napagdiskitahan ko ang larong SUDOKU. Nilalaro ko na ito dati subalit hindi gaya ng pagka adik ko ngayon. Nakakalimutan kong kumain para lang masolve ang puzzle na to. Hindi ko alam kung anung kaligayahan ang nararamdaman ko sa tuwing nakaka solve ako ng puzzle. Isang buong araw na hawak ko ang isang libro ng sudoku. Actually, natapos ko na ung isa at namangha ang iba kong kaibigan sa tyaga kong sagutan ang puro numerong puzzle. Ngayon, bumili ako ng paniagng libro na mga humigit 50 puzzles at ang bjective ko ay masagutan ito sa lob ng isang araw. Hahahaha anlabo! ;p

Ayoko na palang magdrama.hahaha nakakasawa na kasi! o teka, maglalar pa ak ng sudku! Nalungkot ako dahil wala ng nagcocomment sa posts k pero k lng. ;p
Masaya talagang laruin ang sudku. Try nyo at maglaan tayo! ;p

2006-08-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

First Times

1. 1st time you tried smoking:
+++ I was in grade school.Sobrang pressured ako nun eh. Since my mom and dad were smoking, kumuha ako ng isang stick ng marlboro red at nagtago sa CR para gayahin sila. Till now, marlboro red padin ang brand ko. ;p

2. 1st alcoholic drink you had:
+++ I was in my early years, ganun din, mahilig uminom ang nanay at tatay ko, so pag wala sila sa bahay, pasimple kong tinitikman ang mga alak nila.hahaha San Miguel beer to! itaas mo!

3. 1st time you entered a bar:
+++Naku, unang pasok ko sa bar, nawindang ako, grade 4 aku nito eh. May sumasayaw na babaeng nakahubad.Kitang kita ko ang katawan. Ang sexy. Kaso ampanget nung babae so hindi ako tinigasan.LOL Ambastus.

4. 1st award you received:
+++Kindergarten ako nun sa St. Paul Kindergarten sa Manila, award for best orator.hahaha nasakin padin ung medalya! ;p Best in math din ako.syet!

5. 1st hero:
+++ Naku, eversince magkaisip ako, si superman ang pinaka gusto ko. Ansarap sigurong maging super hero. Note book ko nga dati puro super man eh! Pati lunch box ko at bag!hahaha

6. 1st time you were sent to the principal fordisciplinary action:
+++OMG! ngayong college nalang yan!wala ng principal, DEAN na! Masyado na kasi akong mabait kaya pinatawag ako.hahaha

7. 1st goal you accomplished:
+++ Uhmmm...Anu nga ba? Nakalimutan ko na eh. ;p Siguro, kung icoconsider yung thinking ko ngayon, wala pa akong goal na naaachieve. ;p

8. 1st crush:
+++Hindi ko to makakalimutan. Si jennifer, grade 1 ako nun sa St. Ferdinand College.. Nililibre ko pa sya ng spaghetti nun sa canteen...hahaha Hinahanap ko sya ngayong college. Alam ko sa Ateneo sya nag-aaral ngayon eh. Nakalimutan ko na nga itchura nya eh! ;p

9. 1st person whom you gave flowers:
+++ Naku, kahit super sweet ko as a friend, minsan ko lang ito gawin. Nung 1st yr high school ako nun eh, si Jeanilyn. May kasama pang poem at teddy un. Nahiya pa nga akong ibigay un eh!hahaha I missed the days...

10.1st friend:
+++ Ouch! Hindi ko na alam eh!sobrang friendly ko kasi kaya sabay sabay dumating ang friends.hehehe

12. 1st record you bought:
+++naku...match box 20 yun eh!!!high school days pa yun...grabe!nakakatuwa!pinag-ipunan ko pa yun! ;p

14. first musical instrument you learned to play?
+++ Grade 2 palang ako ay nag gigitara na ako...Miyembro din ako ng drum and lyre in which, drummer ako mula grade 2 hanggang 4th year high school. O diba musically inclined ako?hehehe amazing!

15. 1st local concert you watched
+++ Hahahaha Eraser Heads pa yun eh!kasama yung mga kabanda ng tito ko.Medyo matagal na yun!

16. 1st celebrity you saw in person?
+++ Si Aga Muluch.hahaha crush ng kapatid ko un.Naalala ko pa, may picture kami nun, at di kami nagkakalayo ng itchura!ayayay ayoko na.kabugan na ito!hehehe

17. 1st TV show you really like?
+++ ...Hiraya Manawari...natutuwa kasi ako!May mapupulot kang aral(ay may ganitong factor?) Bata pa kasi ako nun kaya ganun!hahahaha

18.1st buk u bought:
+++Naku...Hindi ako mahilig bumili ng libro dati, puro bigay lang, pero ang first ever book na binili ko, Da Vinci Code.hahahaha feeling ko kasi out ako eh, lahat kasi sila un ang binabasa, wala naman akong mahiraman, so bumili ako ng sarili kong book!

19. 1st sport you played:
+++ Hindi lang ako musically inclined, sporty din ako. Varsity ako ng CHESS mula Elementary hanggang Highschool... ( ginawa ko ang serbey na ito para i-uplift ang sarili ko..hahaha )

20. 1st sleepover:
+++Naku, sleep over sa bahay ng coach nung elementary pag lumalaban ng inter-school quizbee(naku naman, ndi lang music at sports, acads din pala) hehehe

21. 1st terrible fight:
+++College ng matuto akong makipag basagan ng mukha, pero nung elementary, mahilig na akong makipag away.

22. 1st inaanak (first godchild?):
+++si Shaira, nag-iisa lang yan kaya galante ang mga regalo ko jan...mukhang may susunod na, anak ni pipay!hahaha

23. 1st debut:
+++ Kay tita Melba pa un eh!bata pa aku nun. Kumain lng ako ng madaming madaming cake.

24. 1st bestfriend/s:
+++Hala...Si Lenlen, Ana,Dave,Laine,Danlen...Sila ung una kong kinonsiderang bestfriends... Hindi ko na nga masyadong nakikita yang mga yan ngayon eh.hahaha

25. 1st wedding you attended
+++ Kasal ni Tito Don, yun lang yung naaalala ko. Bata pa nga ako nun eh!Ako nakahuli nung ibon!ansaya!hehehe

26. 1st person who greeted you on your lastbday:
+++ Naku...last year?sino nga ba?syempre si SHY!!! mahal ko un eh! Kamusta na kaya sya??? Si shy po ay ang ex gf ko...Hindi ko na sya nakita mula ng mag break kami.

27. 1st friend in friendster:
+++Si Jade ata.naku sya din nagbigay ng kaunaunahan kong testimonial.great teacher wilkens. ako yun!hahaha Si jade ay nasa Ateneo na din at Math major sya.nagmana sakin!hahaha

28. 1st cellphone:
+++ Highschool : first year, niloloko nila ako kasi SAFEGUARD... May ka-TALK kana, may ka-TEXT kapa!hehehe TALK AND TEXT!

29. 1st collection:
+++toy cars... bata pa ako nun, ang tatay ko ay nasa ibang bansa at lagi akong pinapadalhan ng maliliit na kotchekotchehan!kinolekta ko yun dati.ang kyut kasi eh!Parang aku mlang!hahaha

30. 1st tym u saw a ghost?
+++ Nang una akong tumingin sa salamin! ;p

Ang mga ito ay epekto ng boredome. ;p

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May isinulat akong kanta, request kasi ni eros kaya ayun.hahaha
maganda ang pagkakagawa ko dahil ito ay base sa sariling karanasan...
hahaha medyo madrama pero ayus lang..
ipopost ko ung lyrics nextym! :P

2006-08-06T16:55:00.000+08:00

Kenzo : Bilanggo

Last Friday, I was scheduled to meet friends. I met Blanca at around 3pm at Magallanes(at the back of Mapua). She lend me her handouts on AdMath and after that, she attender her class. I texted Janievi and met her at SM. We had our usual stuff. I did the talking and she did the laughing. We had our lunch at Jollibee at around 5pm. After eating. I met Mel at the same mall and Janievi left because she still needs to drop by her pad. Mel and I went to school to look for Blanca and when we reached Mapua, we started roaming around. While walking, I encountered old friends and have some chats. Mel and I decided to go to baywalk for some walk and sharing of stories. We had our dinner there. The rain started to fall and we decided to go to Malate for some bottles of beer. We end up sitting at a comedy bar there. It was a nice evening for us and we also sang our own versions of our chosen songs. We decided to part ways at around 11:30.

the catch...

Im in a hurry because the last trip to Cavite from Lawton is 12mn. I dropped in lawton and a call of nature rings its bell( OMG!naiihi ako ng sobra! ) Because there's no comfort rooms near the area, I decided to pee at Metropolitan theater wall. After peeing, a whistle sounded and I was shocked because a police grabbed me at the precinct for violating Manila Ordinance #ewan1234.

I was jailed! I was really scared that time because its my first time to be jailed( I look like gago, I am gago, pero never akong nakulong before! ). Inside the detention cell, I sat down and almost cried, I took my phone to look for someone to call. I tried calling my grand mother but she wasnt able to answer( It's 1am ). I decided to call mommy Zico, and thankfully, He came. I was so happy seeing him together with my brother Migoy. Its was really shamefull! Believe me, I cant even look at them straight. I got home around 4am.

Saturday Night

The G4m Bagets held its 2nd monthly house party at Mommy Zico's pad. Lotsa guys went and it was really being with them. I have my guitar with me( Nikki, thats the name of my guitar,dont ask why! ) I played lots of songs and drink lots of alcohols but I dont even get tipsy( tanggero ever nanaman ako!buti nalang, Dr. Hannibal was there, dalawa kaming nagsalitan ), maybe my alcohol tolerance was upgraded from pentium 4 to pentium D( beat me sa inuman, i'll give you what you want.hahaha ) We had lots of picture takings in different posings( believe me, the posings were really great! ) We shared stories and escapades.

Guitar - most of them told me that whenever they see a guitar, they were reminded of me. Guitar guitar guitar... I love Nikki(my guitar).

I got home 8am and after eating, I already sleep because I was really tired. I miss my family already! ;p See you soon guys!

2006-07-31T22:48:00.000+08:00

Birthday Countdown

It's August, my favorite month! This is the month where I celebrate my ultimate day...MY BIRTHDAY! This year, I'll be celebrating my 19th birthday, and Im hoping that I'll spend this day wisely. But before I expose my forecast(plan, in other word) let me take a look about what happened last year.

August 23, 2005...

I celebrated my 18th birthday with sadness and pain in my heart. My mom scolded me early in the morning because of the stupid fucking lame reasons which leads me to stalking away. I celebrated my birthday with kuya Chaps in Laguna wherein I had my first public exposure playing guitars when drunk(uh...bulol ako). Had a chance mingling with Paolo Ballesteros and Julia Clarete(julia's so nice!). Escaped from my family... I went home on the 25th of August. ;p (Last year was so fucking memorable birthday I ever had,ever!)

What I want for my 19th birthday??? I am a materialistic guy who wants lotsa techy gadgets... Because I'll be 19, I want 19 things. ;p

1. A new laptop (apple notebook, pentium D) - Im so sick of my laptop, Uber bagal na dahil sa dami ng files.

2. A brand new car - this has been my dream for years, my dad promised me that when I graduate college, he'll buy me one. The question is, will I graduate?hahaha

3. A new pants - I just wanna have a new pants that will not left my fashion.

4. A new Shirt - I want something with a guitar picture in front and a song at the back.hahaha

5. A Handkerchief - yes, a hanky! Im running out of it because of my every night crying routine(oh my god!)

6. A new shoes - Luma na ang sapatos ko eh... gusto ko lang! ;p

7. Song Hits - Lotsa songhits for my gigs...yahoo!!! ;p

8. Word factory - Ive been planning to buy this word game for about a month but my budget doesnt fit in...anyone with a good heart?hahaha

9. New eye glasses - I think I need to go to my optometrist because I need to let them fix my eyeglasses.

10. Contact lenses - 3 set of lenses, blue, brown, and plain color. For fashion purposes...hahaha

11. A bag - yehey...Im excited for next term! ;p Gusto ko yung body bag na kulay brown yung sa human... ;p

12. I pod - I almost forgot this one! ;p

13. A condo unit - whatta???dream on kenzo... ;p

14. Credit card - My dad doesnt want me to have this one because he doesnt trust me when it comes to money.hahaha gastador daw ako... ;p

15. Unan na spongebob - (parinig kay jovy) Ive been asking many of my friends to give me a pillow for me to hug everynight i feel alone..(drama mode)

16. Beat box - also known as drumbox...pag ung sis ko ang nag gigitara, tap ako ng tap kung saan saan, its better siguro kung may drumbox para mas enjoy! ;p

17. Portable DVD - I think I'll be moving for nect term and I wanna be a movie bum...nahawa ako kay jhed!hahaha well, enjoy naman talaga manood ng movies...

18. Cap - I hate it when people call me "kalbo"...I just hate it.hehehe

19. A ring - not an ordinary ring, but something that would have a pair(cheese)

Awts!I'm planning to celebrate my 19th birthday in different dates.

August 23 (Wednesday) : I'm planning to have a dinner with my family.
August 24 (Thursday) : I'm planning to celebrate it with my mapuan friends, high school friends, and ka-brad.
August 25 (Friday) : Im planning to celebrate it with my PNUan friends and mga sunog baga friends...

Wish ko lang maging maayos ang birthday ko(whatta!)
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P.S. GIFTS KO HA! ;p

2006-07-30T20:54:00.000+08:00

Escapades...

Havent posted for a while,and I miss story telling.hehehe The rain is starting to fall as my pimple starts to disappear(wow!) I am in a good mood today that's why my mom was fascinated when I showed her smile.

Friday: Met Varyan with his friends at SM Manila, we chatted for a while and decided to go to SM Megamall for a movie(sukob). Sadly, because of lack of budget due to katakawan, we postponed the movie and just had a great time playing the guitar(the automated guitar at synergy) We played basketball too... While on our way home, the hard rain started to fall and all I can notice is my wet clothes. We walked under the rain..hehehe enjoy! ;p I went to UP Manila to be with Dannah, we stayed at Robinsons Manila and shared cigar for about an hour. We decided to go home at exactly 9 pm and got home late.

Saturday: I am so sad because I dont have any money left in my wallet so what I did is keep my ass sitted as I played lots of beautiful songs.Got a message from Eds and he invited me to watch sukob(his treat). My excitement brought me to manila without any money in my wallet. The movie was really great and being with his company added more fun. We talked and talked and went to my friend's pad to watch movie. While on our way there, the heavy rain pours as our clothes became wet, wet that we cant endure to wear. So we decided to change clothes, I borrowed his clothes then. We also had a bottles of beer and had a talk bout things under the sun. Because it was too late, we decided to settle there until 12 noon. The gathering was so nakakatuwa. Hope to experience those things again. ;p

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Rain

The sky is dark
My life seems marked
The wind is cold
And my heart is bold.

Drops of rain pours
As sadness vanishes
Smile counts in
Future brings life.

2006-07-26T19:02:00.000+08:00

Sino ka dito?

***10 uri ng MANLILIGAW***

1. Mr. Gwapings - mayaman, gwapo,kilala, at higitsa lahat may wheels. mataas ang confidence nyana hindi sya mababasted, kaya pagnabasted..maapektuhan ng husto ang kanyangEGO. at teyk note, malas mo kung may sourgrape attitude pa yan. pwede nyang sabihing "suskala mo kung sinong maganda e pinagtyatyagaanko lang naman sya! pwe!"

2. Mr. Quickie - ang type ng manliligaw na kadamagkikita kayo e wala nang alam na sabihinkundi "kelan mo ba ako sasagutin?" o kaya "i loveyou na, ako ba hindi mo pa lab?" kahit na isanglinggo pa lang naman syang pumoporma. kungbaga dinadaan nya sa pangungulit para mabilisang pagsagot mo.

3. Mr. Everything - linya nya ang "sagutin mo langako, ibibigay ko sayo lahat, lahat ng magustuhanmo. kahit ang pa buwan o kaya mundo." tanga kana pag nagpauto ka. dahil pag sinagot mo na yan,makakalimutan na nya ang linyang yan.

4. Mr. Stalker - eto yung type ng manliligaw napag nagkahiwalay kayo e sisimulan ka sa tanongna "kumain ka na ba?" pagkasagot mo susundanpa nya ulit ng tanong "nsan ka ngayon?" "sinongkasama mo?" "anong ginagawa mo?" at kung anu-ano pa. basta tungkol sa daily activities mokelangan malaman nya.

5. Mr. Take it or leave it - pag binasted mo angganitong type ng manliligaw, asahan mo bukasmay nililigawan na sya ulit. at heto pa, hindinghindi ka na nya papansinin. period.

6. Mr. Salesman - dadaanin ka sa matatamis nasalita. parang si Mr. Everything din kaya lang syamas matindi mang-uto. yun bang tipong.."angganda ganda talaga ng mga mata mo.." okaya "ang kinis kinis mo" o kaya "ang lambot ngmga kamay mo" at iba pang pang-uuto mapasagotka lang.

7. Mr. Good Dog - eto ang nakakatuwangmanliligaw. kase payag syang magpaalipin. tagabitbit ng bag mo o kahit ng mga kaibigan mo. kahitmagmuka syang buntot sa tuwing may gala kayong mga barkada mo. napapakitang gilas kungbaga. pero pag sinagot mo na, for sure gagantiyan.

8. Mr. Anonimous - motto nya ang "action speakslouder than voice". wala kang kaalam-alam,nanliligaw na pala. kaya pala ang bait-bait sayo. eakala mo mabait lang talaga. hehe!

9. Mr. Second chance - sya ang pinakamasugidmong manliligaw. kahit 100 tayms mong sabihingayaw mo sa kanya at wala na syang pag-asa angsasabihin nya parin "Please give me a secondchance"

10. Mr. Romantiko - jologs ang mga paraan nya sapanliligaw. manghaharana, pakikisamahan mgabarkada mo, liligawan parents mo at laging maydalang flowers and chocolates tuwing dadalaw.pero madalas nakakapagpakilig sya ng nililigawan.

sino ba ako dito? ;p comment!!!

2006-07-25T15:05:00.000+08:00

why do we love ba?
so we can have somebody to talk to?
someone who can be there pag gusto natin gumala?
Nakakatawa talaga ang love.
Isa siyang napakalaking oxymoron.
Lahat ng pwede mong masabi sa kanya,
baliktarin mo at totoo pa rin.
Ang labo diba? Pero ang linaw.
Masaya magmahal.
Malungkot magmahal.
Di mo naiintindihan pero naiintindihan mo.
Walang rason. Maraming rason.
Di mo na kaya, pero kaya mo pa rin.
Masakit magmahal. Pero okey lang.

Leche, ano ba talaga?!

Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa problema ng ibang tao,
ang galing galing mo?
Pero 'pag problema mo na yung pinag-uusapan
parang nawawalan ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa namomroblemang tao?
Naiisip mong wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi mo.
Pero bakit parang wala ring tama?
Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ng pag-ibig.
"Ngayon ko lang nalaman ganito pala. Sabi ko na eh!"
"Ang sarap mabuhay. Pwede na 'ko mamatay. Now na!"
At hindi lang 'yon.
Ang sarap din pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman nilang masasaktan lang sila eh magpapatihulog pa rin sa bangin ng pag-ibig. Tapos 'pag luray-luray na yung puso nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may kasalanan.a person na pwedeng manlibre satin? taong magbibitbit ng gamit mo?ALALAY for short!

eh pano kung di ka nya mahal?
would you still love him?
would you still continue to care for that person?
bakit naman hinde?
you didnt love that person para magkaroon ka ng alalay, magkaroon ka ng instant meal dahil libre,taong gagawa ng assignments mo or projects, or taong mahihila mo if you want to go out...
if thats what you think about love well sorry ang BABAW mo!

loving a person doesn't need to have a criteria na dapat maganda o guwapo,dapat mabait or understanding,kasi once you fall inlove you take the risk of accepting dat personkahit maingay sya matulog, yung hilik ng hilik kahit matakaw sya o sobrang fat na hindi kayo kasya pag puno ang jeep!kahit sobrang moody nya na kulang na lang ay sapakin mo sa inis!yung sobrang selosa/seloso na pati barkada pinagseselosan..badtrip diba? and yung napaka-arte OA kung baga!o kahit ano pang things that would turns you off...hirap tla ga magmahal trying to be PERFECT kase gusto mong magtagal pero hindi yun ang sagot sa lahat...ACCEPTING the real person full ykase if you said na mahal mo sya you dont need to find answers kung bakit mo sya mahal...kase lahat ng tao nagbabago but if you accept that person magbago man sya in the middle of your relationship hindi ka masasaktan kase you know that darating din yun.. tsaka tanggap mo sya ng buo... mahirap gawin p ero masarap subukan dahil wala ng sasaya pa if you let one person feel na MAHAL NA MAHAL mo sya without asking 4 anything in return...then you can say wow un pla ang LOVE!Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect.It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections...

... Love nanaman?duh!!!

2006-07-19T15:11:00.000+08:00

Reality Check

Family

Oh...And Im still angry with what my mom just did. Hell with her. Uhmmm I just cant shout at her face thats why im hiding all the pain inside. Its hard being the eldest among five. Still, I managed. Theres just things that I cant accept. Hell...Im bursting with anger!

School

And Im so bored engaging with this aspect. I filed LOA and Im missing school. Its just weeks since I stepped out of it but my life seems to be incomplete. Sitting on a couch with lotsa movies to watch, partying till dawn and drinking till I drop are some of the "exciting" things im having rught now.

Love

Uhhh ohhh... Having a nine-day-worthwhile-relationship seems to be good, though, failing seems to be an old song. Good thing is I managed to befriend Jhed. On the other hand, Ive always been single(uhmmm thats what I felt) and Im getting used to it. Any takers? hahaha

Guitar

My brother broke my guitar last time which caused my annoyance and bitterness. Still, I cant do anything considering his age(3years old). And oh, I already had my new one which I bought on its cheapest price. Now I can rock the world again! Yeah! rock on!

Friends

They are my treasure... Thanks to them... They give color to my world.
Thanks to: Donndee and Jeck...Lalo na kay Dannah!!! MWAH!

2006-07-14T13:39:00.000+08:00

Tampuhan

Normal sa isang relasyon ang tampuhan
Pag may mga broken promises
Mga hindi na-meet na expectations
Normal lang na mainis ka.

BASTA NAIINIS AKO.

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at dahil naiinis ako, gustong kong mang inis din ng iba.hahaha

Habang nagcocomputer kanina, biglang nagonline si tatay, syempre si nanay, bigla akong pinapaalis at mag-uusap daw sila, so nagbingibingian naman ako hanggang sa mainis si nanay at batuhin ako ng unan.<1>

Nag half-day ang kapatid ko at pagdating sa bahay,kumatok sya sa gate,nakita ko sya pero di ko pinansin, umuulan kaya basang basa sya at katok padin ng katok, ng mapansing inis na sya, saka ko lng binuksan ang gate<2>

May sakit padin ang bunso kong kapatid kaya madaling mairita pag kinukulit, habang nanonood ng cartoons, nilipat ko ung tv, syempre nagalit, ako naman si dedma kasi ang objective ko nga ay inisin ang mga tao. So umiyak sya ng malakas at akala mo kinakatay na baboy,imbes na mainis ako, natuwa pa ako.<3>

...syet!ansama ng ugali ko!

2006-07-12T14:04:00.000+08:00

Tawa tayo!

...Dahil wala akong magawa, I red my previous entries at nalaman ko na puro kadramahan pala ito. Kaya kelangang baguhin. Namis ko ang mga katarantaduhan ko.

* Sabi ng nanay ko, gwapo daw ako, sabi ko naman, maganda po ako!LOL

* Nagbayad ako ng bill sa smart, sabi ng teller, marereconnect po yung line nyo within an hour,bumalik ako after an hour kasi di pa reconnected, ang sabi nya, ay sorry po sir sira po kasi yung orasan namin.

* Habang nag gigitara, ako napakanta ng malakas, sabi ng kapatid ko, kuya mag gitara ka nalang.

* Nag away kami ng kapatid ko dahil hindi namin alam kung pwede tawaging ice tea kung walang ice yung ice tea.

* Tinanong ako ni tita kung anong ibig sabihin ng "LOL", ang sabi ko, ulol. Kaya ang pinsan ko, kawawa naman at tinalakan ni tita. ;p

* Bakit daw engineering ang course ko kung simpleng pagkukumpuni ng gamit sa bahay di ko magawa, ang sagot ko, may point ka! ;p

* Jovy said, in a relationship ka nanaman?haynaku!, sabi ko, chismosa ka talaga ever! ;p

* Kalbo na ako. Sabi ng kapatid ko, "kuya, kamusta chemo?" paksyet sya!

* Sabi naman ni manang while watching tv, "kamukha mo si aiza" ay, dahil ba pareho kaming magaling mag gitara o dahil kalbo kami pareho? hmp!

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Kalbo!

Anung kagandahan ng pagiging kalbo?

1. Tipid sa shampoo!
2. Di na kelangang magsuklay!
3. Mas malinis tingnan.
4. Madaling matuyo ang buhok.
5. acho.

Panget pag kalbo

1. Pag nauntog, kitang kita ung bukol.
2. Walang ka style style ung buhok.
3. Laging tutuksuhing kalbo
4. Pag dinescribe ka, laging una ay " ung kalbo po "
5. wala na akong maisip...

sabi nila ang kalbo daw ay masamang tao, well, naniniwala naman ako.
masama na kung masama.;p

2006-07-09T12:59:00.000+08:00

Ang Pagdadalaga ni KENZO

Noong unang panahon
Si Kenzo a mahilig sa mga babae
Halos hindi mabakante sa girlfriend
Diaadaan sa talino at gitara ang mga babae

Dumaan ang araw at nagsawa si Kenzo
Tumingin sa ibang nilalang ng Diyos
Sinubukan ang mga bagay na hindi ordinaryo
Natutong makihalubilo sa iba

Hindi naglaon
Nakasanayan na ni Kenzo ang pamumuhay ng iba
Nagtatago sa closet at nagpapaka macho
Pero hindi maikakaila na ang puso nito ay iba

Bagamat takot sa mga posibleng mangyari
Patuloy parin ang mga palihim na pagpunta sa mundo ng kabadingan
Nagkaron ng mga relasyong seryoso at hindi

Subalit si Kenzo ay NAGDADALAGA na
Tapos na sa panahn ng laro at lokohan

Si Kenzo ay muling nagbukas ng pinto
para kay Jhed na kanyang iniibig
Bagamat medyo takot
patuloy parin sya sa pag gawa ng lahat
para mapatunayan kay Jhed na ang kanyang pagmamahal ay tunay.

Umaasa syang ang pinasok ay makabuluhan
at hindi sayang ang lahat.

-wakas-