Sleepless Night

I cant help but cry
Tears helped me relase what I really feel
I feel so bad
I feel so sad
Am i not entitled to be happy?
What did I do?
What must I do?

Tomorrow I'll be leaving
For a couple of days
To build broken life
To find happiness even for a while
To see how beauty life is
To see if I can be alone

Its past 5 and still I havent rested
With guitar on my side
The gentle breeze which made me feel more loner
The sound of mocking birds
The dim of the light

Hopefully
I believe
Things will be fine.