Shocking : amazing!

yesternight, I was invited to join such party

I came over to see how enjoy people there are

I'm kinda bored anyways so I decided to come

Surprisingly, it was an unordinary party

Something different which schocked me.

I've been there around 10pm and people are talking with each other.

I sat and get a bottle of beer and drink

I observed the crowd

Something different

As time goes by

Things were getting really wild

Someone kissing someone

Someone fucking someone

Someone blowing someone

...it schocked me,

I almost drop my beer!

Someone approached me and forced me to kiss

but then, Im not into it

I said I'll just watch them do it.

Then I just find myself crying

I went home alone without saying goodbye to them

What for anyways?
I dont know what made me cry

What ever it is

It is a good point, I think.