Melted ice cream

if only i am as strong as hercules... i could conquer this fear...

if only i am as beautiful as aphrodite... i could give beauty...

if only i am as intelligent as einstein... i could manipulate science...

if only i am as observant as phytagoras... i could explore triangles...

if only i am as rich as oprah winfrey... i could donate alot to charity...

if only i am as spiritual as the dalai lama... i could converse with my soul...

if only i am as clairvoyant as cassandra... i could understand the future...

if only i am as spontaneous as tony blair... i could comprehend politics...

if only i am as graceful as lisa macuja... i could master coordination...

if only i am as songful as enya... i could utter melodies...

if only i am as inventive as leonardo da vinci... i could better technology...

if only i am as romantic as neruda... i could write love...


there are still alot of if only's! perhaps they're countless...
some makes sense, some are just plain pointless...
if only's are there for to be better. of this i am sure...
and me, the usual me?but i am nothing...
non of those things you have read above describe me...
i am nothing... nothing... just like a melted ice cream that i am having right now...