sense of nonsenseness...

Have you ever experienced talking with someone then suddenly you felt that your talking about nonsense things like the classical jokes, the buzz, and the likes? Then as you talk about the likes, you suddenly stoped and think something new to brought up.But then, you were frozen and while at still, you just smiled and your heart beats faster and faster and then poof...three words came out...I LOVE YOU. Suddenly you moved and realized, it was all an imagination. The conversation flows smoothly. Then when the time of farewell for sleep comes, you dont wanna hung the fone coz your so fucking attached to it.

While on the bed, you have your phone at your hand, waiting for the fucking message that would chill your heart, and as your eyes closed, your fone beeped, you open the message excitedly but then you saw the name of the sender, you were so upset because its not who you're expecting. Then while sleeping, you take a look on your fone every time to see if theres a message but then again, theres none.

You woke up early in the morning expecting theres a morning greetings, you took your fone, then read your inbox, you go out to your room with a sad face because you didnt even received any message from the one you're expecting. Then you star to think about the person as you go on with your chores. You're so freaking worried about that fucking asshole. You tend to lose control everytime your fone beeps. You wanna shout and cry but you cant. All you can do is pout and sit down. Thoughts run on your mind as time goes by and all you know is its time to sleep agaian. Without any his and hellos, you tend to pretend youre ok but youre really not. You find someone to comfort you but in the end you find your self typing in front of the computer telling such stories of your fucking lame life.

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nonsense.