Off random thoughts

Days have gone so fast and all I can remeber is the tremendous storm ever happened in my entire living. Sentimental visions reign in me though I tried not to feel so. Life would really be like this. I must accept and I must deal withit. It's so felial unwrappening what had happed but its so excruciating dealing with it... Hell you dont know what Im taking about...

Is it posible for me to have my life worth living??? ofcourse yes!!! But why is it always like this. It repaeats again and again as if I was never knowledgable of what had happened. Am I that dumb feeling so lame with my fucking life. Everything has to be settled first before I continue living my life in the right path, but hey, what's missing??? I tried fixing everything yet errrr, seems nothing ever changing.


Crap!!! I''m so fugitive. I need a hand, I need a shoulder, I need someone!!!
...I even cant handle my
self... Im fucked up! I dont know where to go, what to do and what to say...

I guess this would really be the start of the ending...yes. you red it right.