Reminiscing the past...

After watching Toni's movie, you are the one, memories flashed back... Its almost forever since the last time I saw my self smiling honestly. Ive always been a clown inwhich I cant show my real feelings. Being sad seems to be my reason for living..errr While on the movie house, I cant help myself thinking what my life would be if I had my relationship successful,errr dami na din pala.

I had my first serious relationship when I entered college. It was really a nice feeling being inlove. This is the first time I felt my worth. I felt really loved and cared. I ended it up without any valid reason. I was really a crap. After my first serious relationship, many followed, I cant even count them. Though I dont count, I can still recall them. ...cut.

I thought everything is sad, but I tried looking at the angle wherein it brought me smiles of heart. Reminiscing doesnt causes pain at all, it also gives happiness that once in your life, you felt being loved.

...errr random thoughts keep bragging me.