Month of Death

Weird as it may seem, Ive always been dreaming of death and sort of thing that connects with vanishing people/thing. And as things uild in my memory, it has something to do with people close to me. I try ignoring it for a time but theres something thats really taunting me. HELP!

HELP!

1. Nikki died in my dreams, and oh no, my guitar was wrecked to death. Fuck! I forgot, my guitar was baptised as Nikki(even if it doest have ay baptismal certificate a all)

2. An old man was reaching my hand but I wasnt alble to help. Days passed by and news striked that my friends, father died. Was that a premonition? dont kow!

3. A former teacher-friend is dying in my dreams and now, she's in coma!

4. Television exploded and hte whole sala was wrecked, I was fucked(hahaha) and oh no, that wasnt true, but, our monitor loses its life.

5. Garfield appeared in one of my dreams as a zombie-garfield, now our neighors persian-garfield-lookalike cat died due to food poisoning.

...Whats happening?errr but thats not my main point of writing. Theres still somethig Im feeling that Id love to write.

Ive been thinking of my life. Whats happening in me and where Im going to. Its kinda evaluation of the things Ive been through. Its been tough for me to overcome such obstacles and see myself still standing straight forward.

Evolution. Thats what they say about me. Ive become someone they dont know. Due to consciousness, I tried browsing old testimonials in my friendster and I think they were right. I evolved! In some ways, its good, but holding me back is my oldself. I missed myself so much.

Kenzo

- MASIPAG mag-aral
- born LEADER
- INTELLIGENT
- GOD FEARING
- GOOD BOY
- NERD
- GEEK

-----hey thats what they see in me before.

now???

- LASENGGO
-ADIK
- BULAKBOL
- TAMBAY
- GITARISTA
- FLIRT
- TARANTADO

hell... look what happened??? Thats seems to be a full rotation.

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Im working to rebuild my oldself. Its een a month without alcohol, cigarette, 'gala', anything bad. Im trying to live my life in the right path. REHABILITATION. thats what Im doing. ;p

...TAMANG TRIP...